NEVER MEANT TO MET (#DUET 1)

SHRAVYA'S POV...

"Okk...byy...I'll talk to you later".....

The last message which I received from him and without waiting for my reply he went online. Did I make him angry..??. Did I acted too over dramatic that he went offline. O god Shravya why can't you just keep your mouth shut for a while. All the possible things were coming in my mind. I shouldn't have said these things. He might be angry and thinking that I'm so over dramatic. Overthinking was taking place. 

All the talks from the past were running in my mind. Am I that impulsive that no one wants to be friends with me. He also said the same things to me.

"You are impulsive Sharvya"

"You are so full of problems....why are so burden on people"

"Why can't you solve your problems on your own"

"Just think before you speak damm it...it's so insulting to even take you out"

"You don't have any self respect even...learn to gain it first"

"You were the only one who used text me first... so I've to talk you"

Stop...I closed my ears with my hand and was breathing heavily. This is not true. I'm not like this...I know. Papa said to me that I'm the most beautiful person and he is thankful to have me as my daughter. I tried to clam my breathing by remembering the soothing words my papa used to tell me. He said to me that I'm the most beautiful thing that happened to him. After I was born, he got success in his business and he considered me as his luck charm. He used to listen to all my rants and even problems. He was my ultimate solution also. He knew everything about me except for this. Not that he will scold me, but he will kill him for making his daughter life like this.

I still remember when I shut myself from everyone for 3 months and he was worried like hell for me. He used to sit outside in front my room and talked with me with the door closed, comforted me even he knew nothing about it. When I finally went outside, he so happy that he spent whole day with me, from taking me to the shopping, to my favourite restaurant. But not once he asked me what happened to me or who did this. Apart from bhai on one knows this.

"Heyy...are you ok"

A voice drew me out from my thoughts and it was Payal. I looked around and saw that Deepika was also looking at me with concerned.

"Yeah...I'm fine"

Payal took the glass from the side table and handed to me. I drank the whole water in a go. I was really feeling low.

"You want more", Payal asked and all I did was to shake my head as no.

"What exactly happened to you", Deepika asked me and  Payal sat near me on my bed.

"Nothing....just remembered something which I shouldn't"

"Everything will be fine...don't worry", Payal said keeping her hand on my shoulder.

"Come...let's watch a movie....you will feel better", Deepika said.

She took out her laptop from her bag and we all settled on her bed. We all took eternity to select the movie. Deepika was in the favor of horror and Payal was in the favor of comedy because she is scared of ghost and me was on both side. Finally after fighting, arguing we decided to watch "JAB WE MET". The most comfort movie of all time.