NEVER MEANT TO MET (#DUET 1)

SIDDHARTH'S POV...

It's been a month we started talking. Talking to her feels different, it makes me feel comfortable and I can make friends. She pulls me out of my insecurity which I have been hiding from everyone even Aria. She makes me feel comfortable, the feeling that I've developed is friendship only or is more than friends. I have been friends with Aria but I never felt things between us that I'm feeling for Shravya. Will it be ok to name it? 

It's confusing for me. Sometimes I want to let her know everything about me but I'm scared what if she will treat me differently knowing the real me. No one knows that I'm talking to her not Aria and not even Kiara. Little one once saw my phone when her message popped up...obviously she never text me first I don't know why and I asked her then she said she has her reasons and if I want to talk to her then I have to text her first.

Yeah...my little one knows bit about her, not much and he promised me to keep this as a secret. I never let him take a look on her photo so he doesn't know what she look likes, he only knows her name. I want to introduce Shravya to the most special person of my life, Kiara and Aria. I just hope they get along. Kiara never saw me with girls except for Aria, and I never had a friend before Aria. I'm just hoping that things doesn't get awkward between them.

She knows Aria, like we always talks and somehow or anyhow Aria's talk comes in between and I'm shocked that she was so comfortable with this, not some insecure type. Like she takes her side and even says she is right without knowing anything much about her. Shravya is always so calm and composed girl I've ever met.

Today I'll introduce Kiara to her, she knows bit about Kiara but there is still a dark secret that is yet to know about her. Kiara is a person who loves to stay in her comfort zone, she doesn't like people around her much. She hates if anyone is talking to me other than my friends and family. I'm just scared how will she react to know about Shravya, hoping she doesn't misbehave with her. Kiara is bit possessive about me.

It's funning how I am so comfortable with someone. In this one month I've realised that Shravya is somewhere an insecure person, something might have happened in her past that made her like this. In this one month she never texted me first and at the end of talking her one question is always constant that why I'm talking to her so much. I really want to know more about her. As far as I know she loves her father very much... I mean she loves all her family member vey much but she is somewhat very close to her father because mostly in our talks she mentioned him like infinite times.

She still has not seen me till now and it's great to see her asking every now and then about my pics. We used to share so many pics of our family and I sent her Kiara's pics and she showed me her family pics as well as her. Every time she goes outside with her friends she always sends me pics and me to decide which one she should post.

I really want to see her in real, if it was in my control then I guess I would have taken the next flight of Delhi to meet her but first I want to know more about her, to share each other's past, to let Shravya know about her. Shravya has a childish nature which I think I like the most. The way she makes bet and asking if she won I will give her my 2 pics and every time she losses and whining like a child complaining that I'm cheating. I don't know but it makes me happy to talking with her.

"Where are you zoning out Siddharth", a voice made me came out of my trance and I looked at me side saw Aria was looking at me with strange eyes, I know she want to know that what is running through my brain.

"Nowhere, just some random stuff", I said not meeting my eyes to her because I know she will caught me.

" You sure buddy...or are you stressed about something," my little one said and I looked towards him.