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*3rd pov*

After that gruesome fight that the player endured by theyre own. Fears. It was days after the incident, everything went to normal..

Or, for everyone. Except or one and only hero, aka the player. Ever since player had fight with theyre own emotions, it.. had gotten very, very worse for the player.

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*player pov*

I just sat on my bed as i look at my window- theres people chatting and playing like their life is sunshine and rainbows.. i wish i have that too.

Too bad that. H A T R E D emotion have to ruin my mental state more, even my physical state aswell too look like i havent seen peace and happiness in a long while-

I flopped onto my bed as i curled up into a ball..

"Useless."

"Everyone hates you!"

"Why do you hurt the one you love the most?"

Those voice rings in my ears.. i hate that place, i hate how those.. things say it to me. Why am i babying over something so pathetic? Its just words, so why am i feel like i will sob if i heard it..

I grab my cap at my head as i let my short hair flew freely- i use to have long medium hair- too bad due to fights my beautiful ass hair got cut while fighting some enemies.

I put it to the side on top of the drawer as i adjust and look at the ceiling.. i feel so unmotivated. Like literally, i wanted to stand up- but my lazy ahh cant as i continue to lie on my bed.

As i continue to lay onto my bed, trying to sleep even after sleeping for like 12 hours before- but meh who cares, my friends isnt here so why would i?-

"I feel unmotivated.."

I thought as i continue to look at the ceiling feeling like my mind is scattered everywhere, i wanted to stand up and hang out with them but i also wanted to continue to rot in my bed.

I continue to look at the ceiling as i hear- some faint whisper?- oh heck no. I aint wanting to be like that stinky crowbar guy with horrid whispers clearly schizophrenic- oh builderman let me not have schizophrenic aswell-

I shake my head as i continue to look as the whispers grew louder and louder-

"Use the swords."

"Show them whos stronger."

"Theyre not your friends. Im your only friend."

I listen to the whispers almost drifting to the smooth and soft tone of the voice- but i shaked my head as i grab a pillow and scream loudly-

"Ohh my builderman- why must i have whispers like the other bosses- (except supreme mosquito&ant and noobador-)"

I whine loudly in the pillow as i throw the pillow somewhere among my combination of clean and messy room. I sighed as the whispers grew silent as i rub my eyes.

"Maybe.. a few hours of sleep can help?"

I thought as i rub my temples and adjust to a comfortable position as i slowly close my eyes, letting the sleepness and tiredness succumb into my body making my relax once again.

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Sorry if its cringe and short :(

But ye! Hope you enjoy this chapter! Have a great day/night and goodbye!!

12/22/24