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Guess whos back after being unmotivated for a lomg while.. heh..

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*player pov*

As i open my door and walked to my bedroom- opening it seeing the room that i usually stay in- i once again sat on my somewhat messy bed.

I pondered for a bit to whether or not to sleep or continue to daydream and make scenarios in my head cause im a bicth who over think to much-

I sighed softly as i finally decided to sleep and somewhat FINALLY tidy up my bed and went to sleep.

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I immediately opened my eyes to see.. a room?- like one of the room where terry had partially live in- i think it was from the hotel dorms?- yeah..

Wait, why does it look familiar for some reason- i stand up and opened the door leading me to a black void- as all things where like a white line- like a person drawn it-

Wait- isnt this where i met builderman- oh wait no, my fucking H A T R E D emotion in DISGUISE of builderman?- oh builderman not this again.

For some reason in my inventory theres the swords i collected from the past- meh, atleast i have something to protect myself from my ongoing emotions that i am technically denial that theyre still here-

I walk through the path going to the building with the strange entity holding a umbrella- i ignored the bicth as i continue to walk leading to the hands- this time someone-...

No something is there.

I immediately grabbed my iron sword as i felt a all to familiar sense of dread in the room, kinda suffocating me as i grip my iron sword tightly trying to the find the entity.

And look who you know! In the center, it was..

H A T R E D.

My breath immediately hicthed as my insticts pulled me over making me back up, the red entity tail sway along the white void as the thing slowly turn to look at me.

Even if it had no face- it looks so creepy like oh my builderman-

"H ell O pl Aye R."

The thing that almost made me go into insanity spoke softly like a manipulating bicth- my breath hicthed even more as my breath start to get faster.

"D onT bE sc Are d. Im n Ot gOn na hUr T you."

My emotion said still keeping up with the soothing tone- still the dreadful feeling overlaps its way of trying to cooed me to lower my guard down-

And its kinda working.

"I m heR e tO he Lp yOu"

The thing said its voice almost like a soothing yet dreadful lullaby, as i subconsciously lowered my guard down. My grips loosened at my sword almost like i was in a dazed.

"No! Your gonna hurt me all over again! I know what you are!"

I said shaking my head not to fall into the things manipulation as i grip my sword a bit tighter now, while being in a fighting stance. Waiting for the H A T R E D emotion to attack me out of the blue.

"I cA n sOl ve yo Ur prO blEms bY kn Owi ng hO w tO pr Ote ct yoUr frIe nds. FrO m you."

hatred said as it lend out a hand, without the face- but i feel like its was smiling me. One question- how the heck was it even alive from the first place!?-

Wait..

'Hatred became TAME.'

That phrase immediately went up to my mind, holy shit i didnt actually killed him.. but actually TAMED it for a while-

"What!?- im not going to hurt my friends!-"

I immediately snap back into reality as i look at H A T R E D as i gritted my teeth from frustration, it then let out a somewhat dredful and hateful laugh as he lean foward now looking directly at me still lending out a hand

"Wh At ab Out yoU goI ng aLl ou T oN shEdl etsKly An D kIc TheN wIz aRd?"

The thing hummed in response acting all giggity and sunshine rainbows- makes me wanted to roll my eyes but didnt cause i dont want to see the thing satisfied.

But then, realization sink in as the thing was correct, remembering how i gone beserk by da- shedletsky and kicthen wizard..

I pondered for a moment, as the manipulation REALLY starting to sink in to my thoughts, as i sighed and grab the thing hands as it laugh- literally echoing through the white void.

"Th E oN ly thA t thE y suR viVe.."

The H A T R E D lean a bit foward as it whispered to my ear.

"is if you dont."

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I immediately woked up after the second the thing had spoken his great 'advice' to protect my friends from.. me.. i gasped for air a bit as i look at my hands.

Sweat beads can be seen through my head as my eyes widen from that revelation of the things had said earlier, it seems like it was still morning but do i look like i give a fuck about that?

I continue to look at my sweaty hands from that nightmare as i gritted my teeth- the thing cant be right about that?..

Right?..

No it definitely wasnt! I.. can just find a way to fix this! Without therapy ofcourse cause im a whiny bicth, but.. was it actually telling the truth?..

I sighed deeply as i look at my bedroom, as i shaked my head in weary and facepalmed to myself..

"I need to some mind off of things.."

I said softly as i can still feel the tingling dread feeling from before.. almost like it was wacthing me, waiting for me to snap and go on a killing spree or to.. kill myself i guess.

I sighed as i went downstairs as i went to do some stuff that can make me loose some things in my mind, with a dreadful feeling tingling behind my back, knewing damn well who it was.

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Wsg gang.. how we feeling? >_>

Anyways! Hope you enjoy this chapter! Hope you all have a great day/night!! ^_^

And goodbye!! ^0^

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