My Story (? ??????? ?)?? chuuya x reader

Warnings- abuse, cutting (please do not make jokes about abuse you don't know if someone is really going through that. Also I'm not joking with this kind of stuff ethier I've actually dealt with this)

Chuuya pov:

We get to my apartment and I unlock the door. (Yes I know in the show/manga chuuya doesn't have an apartment but since it's my story I decided to give him one) We both walk in and I take my hoodie off since it was a little hot in there.

Y/n sits on the couch and I walking to the kitchen and start heating up leftovers from last night and then I bring the food to where y/n was watching TV. I sit next to her on the couch and we start eating the food and silence for a while until y/n looks over at me and says "hey chuuya where were you before the sheep took you in" my eyes widen and I look at her then I look at the floor and say ".. well I don't really remember much until I was 14 all I remember is darkness then a bunch of flight.. then I was on the street until the sheep found me" y/n looks at me for a sec lost and thought and then I asked her "why did you run away."

Y/n days silent but then answers "I lived in a very violent house my adoptive mom, dad, little brother would always hit me and degrade me whenever they wanted to.." she says quietly not looking at me. I Pat her on the head and she looks at me and I say "well you're stay with me I won't let anyone hurt you I promise."

Y/n smiles and wipes her eyes and leans on my shoulder and says"I'm tired" so I pick up the plates and put them in the kitchen sink and she goes into my bedroom after I'm done in the kitchen I follow her and look through my clothes I give her some soft shorts and a t-shirt she can wear. She goes into the bathroom he changed and I made the bed for her 'I wonder why she said adoptive dad.. I won't ask her cuz it's a sensitive topic' I think as I grab my pillow and blanket and put them on it on the couch or I'll be sleeping.

Y/n comes out of the bathroom and I go into the bathroom and change into some sweatpants and short sleeves then I go and land the couch. Lion that comes out of my room a few minutes later and hugs me I stand there off guard but then hug her back. She says "good night" and I smile and nod "good night y/n." She then goes to my room and I start scrolling through my phone. I fall asleep at least 30 minutes later...

Your pov:
I go into chuuyas room and lay down falling asleep as soon as I hit the pillow. 
20 minutes later....

I wake up and look around immediately recognizing your room I was in. I was sitting on the floor trying to figure out why and how I got in here 'w-why am I-i here again' my old bedroom in the house I used to live in that I ran away from was completely bare there was absolutely nothing in it no bed no toys no blanket no pillow no anything. I stand up 'you've got to be kidding me was it...all a dream..chuuya..dazai....everyone..no' I start crying until I feel something familiar about the way my room had been wiped out completely. I rush to the door shaking it.

'its not open fuck it's locked!' ice cream internally and start banging on the door until I hear very heavy footsteps that I recognize immediately. I run into my closet and shrink into the little corner 'no.. no please let this be a dream' I think that repeatedly until my door opens and I freeze and I see My adoptive father.

Blu that was the name of my stepdad the one who abused me for 14 years the main one at least. He stepped into my room one hand behind his back the other one on the light switch turning it on. I glare him as a smirks and all I can think about how familiar this all was going down' Blu walks further into the room says "Soo y/n do you know why you're locked in here again?" I shake my head finally not know exactly the reason why I haven't been here. Blue looks at me like she's about to smack me and brings her other hand away revealing a board that has two exact nails sticking out of I freeze recognizing that board.

Blu says "wrong answer I think you know exactly why you're in here" Blu swings the board at me I dodged screaming "what did I do!" Blu smacks me and grabs my face "shut the hell up! You know exactly what you did" then continues to swinging bored at me hitting my back twice...

I didn't realize that doesn't happen to me before and I think of the exact time it happened and realize why it felt so familiar. I breathe a sigh of relief knowing this is just a bad dream. I think about why it happened in the first house it was due to the cut marks I made up my arm.

I got so depressed and felt so emotionless and started cutting my wrists and watch the scars bleed I would then wash them with soap and hot water. I tried waking myself up but I can't. Blu just keep swinging the board at me and I scream and I shout but then all of a sudden I just give up and let her beat me I lay there emotionless all over again.

Chuuya pov:
I wake up hearing screaming and I run to my room to see y/n sweating and tossing and turning quietly saying "no..no..please" I rush over to her and shake her trying to wake her up "y/n it's okay wake up it's just a dream"

I tell her as I try getting her awake she shoots up out of bed and starts crying. I hug her "shhhh.. it's okay now your ok." I quietly say rubbing her back she leans into my touch and socks into my chest. I hold her until she calms down and she lays back down into the bed I took her had her head as I go to walk away. As soon as I go to step away though I feel a hand grab my wrist. I look over to see y/n holding me not letting me leave whispering "please.. please don't go" I nod and lay with her until she falls asleep.

Author note: thx for reading I hope If anyone has to or has dealt with abuse or are struggling with suicidal thoughts know I care for you and hope you are better!
Know you are cared for..
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