?~_DANDYS WORLD_~?

(Tw: self harm)

Dandys POV
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I wake up and grab a glass of water, ugh... i wish I didn't smash my head, I think I have a concussion, I lay back down on my bed, I stare at the ceiling
'why do I even try to be happy? They all hate me anyways, the only toons that like me are cosmo,astro,shelly and shrimpo. Well also goob but he likes everyone.' "You should just give up, let me help you, LET ME CONTROL YOU." He offers I hate L so much. My wrists hurt from me cutting them, they're right, I should just give up. I see L smirking at me, while sitting in a chair "leave me be." I pull out a packet of cigarettes from my bedside table and start lighting it, i look at my wrists, theyre still red, I pull out my elbow length fingerless gloves,
I grab a knife and start slicing my wrist,

I feel nothing...

I wrap my wrist in bandages,and put my gloves on, I take my anti depressants,"come back to me if you wanna accept the deal" I roll my eyes "fine" I take a deep breath and whisper and tell myself "I will NOT break down today." I walk out the door with a forced smile, i start greeting the other toons, i wave and say "hey cosmo! How are you?" He replies "im good how about you" i get a lump in my throat, I start choking on my words "just tell him that you're not okay!" My thoughts scream at me,"i-im fine!" I say with my hands behind my back,"you sure? You kinda spaced out there..." i reassure him that im fine,
"Yeah im sure im fine" he doesn't believe me but he doesn't keep asking about it, him and sprout walk off to bake cookies and i go sit on the lounge ,but then i over hear sprout say to cosmo "cosmo why do you trust him?" "Because he's nice to me..." "i don't trust him..." overhearing their conversation, I say "sprout you may wanna work on your whispering." My tail starts lashing as I walk out of the room,"hey Astro." I say spotting him. "Hey dandy. Wanna play uno with us?" He asks me "nah I have a headache. It's probably from when I bashed my skull against the elevator walls" I say while holding my head "ok. You go rest. I'll bring you some Ibuprofen when we're finished this game." He offer "thanks Astro..." my vision starts getting blurry and I get a bit dizzy, struggling to walk straight, i make it back to my room, i fall onto my bed, and pass out.

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456 words! Hooray🥳