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Im Not Okay...

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Continuation of the previous chapter
(Tw: selfharm)

Dandys POV:
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I wake up to find a bottle of pills and a note saying,"to dandy, if your reading this that means your awake, here's the bottle of ibuprofen you asked for!'

I pick up the bottle and take 2 ibuprofen, I think i have a concussion. THEY won't shut up "hows your head? *laughter*" "can you shut up for once?" They shake their head, stupid smirk, im gonna wipe it of their face, i swing my fist at their face, they catch it. I realise what I just did,
They stare at me, and then throw me at the wall, tendrils wrap around my wrists, pinning me against the wall.

Their hand wraps around my neck, "LISTEN HERE SHITBAG.DONT TEST ME. IM NOT MESSING AROUND, I CAN BRUTALLY MURDER YOU, BRING YOU BACK TO LIFE AND TORTURE YOU TO DEATH, AND BRING YOU BACK, JUST FOR YOU TO BE STUCK IN A LOOP OF LIFE AND DEATH, UNTIL YOU EVENTUALLY GO INSANE." The tendrils unwrap from my wrists and they drops me, my hand rubbing my neck from them choking me,
"dont fucking test me. Or I wont hesitate to brutally murder you in front of astro." They smirk again,breathlessly I say "d-dont bring him into this." I stand up with shaky legs, "i hate you... so much." They smile

"I know!" They disappear because cosmo opened the door
"Are you okay dandy? I heard thumping-" he sees me covered in bruises "was it... them?" I nod, "you gotta tell astro about what they're doing to you." Words create a lump in my throat "i-... i can't." "Why?" "Tell him and I possess you and kill sprout." Hearing this threat i say, "i- can't tell you either..." he nods and closes the door while walking out.

"Why did you do that? He probably hates you now! He must think you don't trust him.why can't you just be normal? You'll never be good enough for him. Your a disgrace. Why can't you be better? What is wrong with you?
HELL NEVER LOVE YOU." Thoughts swirl in my head, i start sobbing into my pillow, my tail curled up with me, normaly pebble would come comfort me but he's... gone... i quickly grab a knife and start deeply cutting my wrists, smiling at the pain, over and over again, until my wrists are stained with blood, I walk to my bedside table and pull out a bandage from it and start wrapping my wrists, i put my elbow length gloves on to hide it, i lay on my bed staring at the fan. My eyes red from sobbing, I feel like dying, no
One would miss me anyways, God I want to feel astros touch right now...i need a hug...i cry myself to sleep

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476 words *does the gang nam style*
I love dandy agnst. Can you tell?

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