juju💕.
"what about this ?" malia asked as we walked around the mall.
"that's cute. you should get it cus it definitely wouldn't look right on me" i said.
"you okay ?? you seem tense" she asked making me chuckle.
"idk liv hasn't texted me back yet and im just a little worried cus she always texts back" i said.
"well maybe she's doing extra training yk she been tryna get ready for the draft" malia said and i shook my head.
after paying for the clothes, shoes, and jewelry we headed to get food. ion appreciate liv worrying me like this and she know imma over-thinker.
"when was the last time you heard from her ?" malia asked looking over at me and then back at the road.
"last night" i said putting on my seatbelt.
"not liv stressing my best friend out. and she never did this before so i don't what the heck she got going on" she said and i nodded.
"but it's a problem when i overthink tho and she tell me to stop worrying so much. it be sh** like this." i said.
"call hannah.. maybe she'll call you back" she said and i nodded. i picked up my phone and went to her contact calling her.
"please answer" i said to myself.
"ugh d*** it" i said aggressively ending the call.
"don't crashout ju.. you been doing so good" malia said making me shake my head.
i checked the time it was 1:49 and i texted her at 8 this morning. i shook my head and put my phone in my back pocket.
"ju stop she's fine. give it some more time" she said. i exhaled and wiped my tears.
"come on let's go get food on me." she said grabbing my hand and we walked into the restaurant. im not even hungry anymore.
the way i was so happy and doing so good and and gone do some dumb mess like this. we ordered our food and then headed home.
i basically sinned and forced myself to eat cus malia was nice to enough to buy my food for me and it was not cheap.
"hey you okay ?" she asked and i nodded giving her a weak smile.
"you should try again" she said. i picked up my phone and called her for the 31st time. no like literally that was my 31st time calling her fr.
"no answer" i said throwing my phone down beside me.
"lemme try" she said. she put it on speaker phone and it went to speaker phone. ik her phone on cus i got her location.
"well do you wanna watch a movie for right to for a distraction maybe she'll call" she asked.
"yeah" i said. she got into bed beside me and she flipped through tryna find a movie to watch and and i scrolled on twitter.
we watched the princess and the frog and like 30 minutes later liv texted me making me chuckle.
loml👩🏽❤️💋👩🏽: my bad ma a lotta sh** was going on.
prettiestgirl🌸: and you couldn't even in the slightest send that message to me this morning ?? you wonder why i overthink so d*** much.
prettiestgirl🌸: i really don't appreciate you making me worry like crazy had me thinking sum was wrong. p*ssed me off.
loml👩🏽❤️💋👩🏽: i'm sorry d***. i wasn't ignoring you nor was i tryna worry you mama.
prettiestgirl🌸: liv don't p*ss me off lol. yk imma retired crashout so just lemme get it my feelings and stuff together. yk i worry a lot and i can't help it. im finna gts im overstimulated lol.
loml👩🏽❤️💋👩🏽: bae be so fr. im sorry ian mean to scare you. ionk why you can't just talk to me like a normal person.
loml👩🏽❤️💋👩🏽: mama stop being childish fr.
"wtv" i mumbled throwing my phone down cus im finna go tf to sleep ain't finna continue to stress me out.
liv💗.
"she still upset ?" hannah asked.
"hyy which i understand cus she a overthinker big time but it's like d*** like you can at least communicate with me and this what always made us toxic" i said.
"yeah.. not she a retired crashout" hannah said making me shake my head.
"she wasn't lying tho, & ain't even a retired one if you ask me cus she crashing out so bad right now" i said.
"i feel bad cus she called me too" she said making me sigh.
i picked up my phone and called juju again and this time she actually answered.
"hm ?" she responded.
"you done being childish ?? can we talk now ?" i asked.
"how am i being childish rose ?? please lmk cus ain't no way you ignored me like that" she said her calling me rose kind stung cus she only do that when she mad at me.
"yeah but you can still communicate with me ju. & i told you i wasn't ignoring you mama that's why we could never have a healthy relationship cus you can't communicate" i said.
"yes tf i did. i literally called you 31 times & i texted you over and over. very much communicated but you ain't respond back not once but im the one who can't communicate ?"
"bffr rose, you finna p*ss me off. if you ain't wanna talk to me that's all you had to say and i promise i would've left you tf alone cus im not begging nb to do right" juju said.
"oh she definitely still a crashout" hannah said.
"okay but i wasn't ignoring you tho baby and i understand why you're upset i get what you saying cus you over-think so much"
"i do apologize for scaring you, no i wasn't ignoring you.. my alarm didn't go off so i woke up late my phone was on the floor dead asf so i had to go to practice with no phone & then i had training with d.j. after that" i said.
"i'm sorry too. i shouldn't have acted like that & ofc im still working on my communication skills." juju said.
"you good baby but you need to be working on yo crashout skills boo. yo ahh said you a retired crashout whole time you still one" i said making her laugh.
"aht don't play with me bae that was not it but it could've been worse" she said.
"yeah she cried yesterday" malia said making juju side eye her.
"malia stop talking" juju said making me laugh.
"aww my poor baby. im sorry i scared you lol." i said making her roll her eyes.
"i miss you even tho you p*ssed me off" she said.
"i miss you more beautiful" i said.
after talking to juju i hopped in the shower and ofc hannah was sitting on the toilet seat cus she don't know what privacy is.
"grace can i have some privacy ?" i asked knowing she was gonna say no.
"mm mm.. you don't need it" she said as she scrolled ok tiktok.
"great thanks" i said as i washed my body with my liquid soap.
after showering i went to the kitchen and hannah followed. i swear she act like my kid lol. i love her tho.
"livvy can you make a salad please ??" hannah asked me.
"mhm i gotchu" i said making her happily clap. i love how excited she get for food lol. we both big backs tho so it's okay.
chapter 23🤍! vote and comment🫶🏾!
