liv💗.
"still no answer ?" hannah asked as she paced back and forth.
"nope" i said sighing.
"grace tf is wrong ??? sit yo a** down you making me nervous" i said as i watched her pace back and forth.
"no it helps with my anxiety" she said.
"are you worried about something ?" i asked.
"no it just randomly flares up sometimes" she said making me nod.
i picked up my phone and still nothing from juju. the fact that she act like i haven't seen her in the worst possible state is crazy.
juju and i been dealing with each other for 4 years now. i've seen her when she was going through depression. i've seen her cry, happy, smile, sad, mad you name it.
"why she acting like you've never seen her cry before ??" hannah asked.
"exactly like girl what ??" i said shaking my head. a few minutes later my phone vibrated making me look down and i saw her name pop up.
"she calling" i said answering it & propping my phone up.
"hey sorry i was just yk taking sometime for myself" she said. her eyes were red and puffy and super swollen.
"baby you was doing so good. what's going on ?" i asked. and although i already know why she acting the way she acting i want her to be able to talk to me about the situation.
"coach took my starting spot and i had no idea. she gave it to kennedy & she totally embarrassed me in front of the whole team"
"she ain't even have the guts to tell me. and the team just totally betrayed me cus coach feel like i haven't been 100% since my chest injury but i been doing extra training so that i can be 100% and show up for the team" she explained.
"well maybe you should lay off the extra training baby. i think that, school work, regular practice, and game days are to much especially for just a sophomore" i told her.
"mm" she mumbled.
"and the team ??" i asked.
"coach said that if the team felt like i had been 100% the past couple of weeks she would give it back to me to prove her wrong so she told them to raise their hands if they felt i had been 100%"
"and no one raised their hands.. unbelievable" she said making me shake my head.
"and then she said raise your hand if she's been a little off since the chest injury and ALL OF THEM raise their hands. all of them. even my on best friend. like the level of betrayal" juju said.
"well do you think you been a little off since ?" i asked.
"i mean im def not playing the same but im still good enough to start" she said.
"and after that i just left. cus like my emotions were high the tears were falling and i told them i was done" she said.
"can i be honest with you love ??" i asked.
"mhm ofc" she said.
"okay don't get mad at me but.. i think your team did what was right. i agree with them" i said. i waited for her reaction cus ik she finna show her a** fr.
"are you f*cking kidding me ?? you to bro ?? what happened to having my back olivia ? they weren't right because i been working my a** off & ain't sh** WRONG WITH ME" she yelled making me sigh.
"but it is tho baby. i've watched all of your games and if you look at the games from the beginning of the seaon til now you will see that you're not playing the same & that's okay. you're drained" i said.
"so your a traitor too i see. ion even know why i thought you would understand me. you the one who been holding me back anyway" she mumbled.
"omg did she really just say that ?" hannah asked making me shake my head.
she really called me a traitor & i knew she would be upset about me being on her teams side but for her to go that far is insane to me.
juju💕.
the fact that liv is on the team side makes me really upset. because there's nothing wrong with me and im not off i just been putting in extra work that's all.
"judea what ?? how the h*ll have i been holding you back ? that's the craziest sh** i have ever heard and not once have i ever thought hurting you like that" liv said.
"anytime something like this happen it's always my fault. anytime something good happens to me you always feel like i need to take a break from it"
"i never said it was your fault. i said that you're not 100% because of extra training and that you're drained judea. that's wtf i said"
"okay bro. cus you just like them. and ik not to come to you about sh** else. you would think as my gf you would understand me" i said.
"as my gf i thought you would understand that im not the type of person to tell you you've been 100% when you haven't just cus you my gf"
"ts is NOT gonna help you in the long run judea. and im not a f*cking traitor im just worried about you and your body"
"ik you would be upset about me being on your teams side but i never thought you would even for a second THINK that im tryna hold you back or that i don't wanna see you happy when that's all i've f*cking wanted for day 1 skies" she said back.
"okay but you're not helping me rose. i need someone to tell me that im not crazy and realize that i am trying. you telling me that i haven't been 100% like i haven't been working day in and day out to get to where i wanna be is discouraging asf" i said through tears.
"because you never f*cking let me baby. as soon as i told you why im on their side you came at me like i was downing you. i know how hard you've been working but it gets to a d*** point judea. it does" she said.
"i wanted you to understand that even tho im yo gf and i love you imma always tell you when you overdoing it, when you're a little off, when you need a break. imma always tell you the truth even if ik it's gone hurt yo feelings" liv added.
"great thanks, i really appreciate you for being here. im done with ts bro. good f*cking bye" i said wiping tears.
"juju, i love you bro.. i do but the way you act when your feelings are hurt is to much to deal with" she said shaking her head.
"so what you're done with me ??" i asked.
"i think we need a break. you need to get your feelings and emotions together and learn how to control them when you're upset" she said.
"great so you're gonna do this to me when im at my lowest ?? ykw fine im done you've never been here for me anyway" i said.
"because you want let me help you skies. instead you think i don't wanna see you happy or achieve your goals when that's not even true" she said.
"well im sorry im such an emotional person. i don't know what else to do and everyone is just leaving me" i whispered.
"baby-
"no don't. fine if that's what you want then you got it" i said before hanging up.
never did i think this call would end in a breakup. everyone's leaving me when i need them most and i don't understand why. just when i thought my life was getting better.
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