stories I've made in my notes app

Alphas are always seen as etherial beings, the highest level of privledge anyone can be born with. Those stereotypes can't be any farther from the truth. Alphas struggle. They struggle more than anyone else in this society. People say alphas have it good, but they dont see what happens behind closed doors. We are expected to be protecter, to provide for the weak. Nobody ever asks about our problems. No one ever says, "Im so thankful for what they do for us!!" They just assume its easy for us. They assume we can do it all with just a flick of our wrists. It's not like that. Nothing is like that. The world just doesn't work that way. I wish it did. Maybe then i would be free, free from expectations, pressure, and the weight of having to be perfect. It's hard. I lay at night rehearsing what to say when someone finally asks me about my struggles. I pray that someone might care, even just a little. Maybe they can help. Maybe they will save me from this constant nightmare i call life. Most alphas are taught from an early age how not to be pussys. How to be tough and never cry. It's a basic knowledge most are expected to know. If they fail to meet these overwhelming teachings, they will be beaten and exiled from society. They won't have anything going for them afterward. They will join the majority, forgotten, uselss, and weak. The weak are disgusting. They have no purpose other than to serve the strong and successful. I refuse to join them. I refuse to live a life as pathetic as that. Maybe in a perfect world, i wouldn't have to step on other people just for my own gain. Maybe i could live in a quiet area with someone i love, no worries and no one to jusge me. But this isn't a perfect world. It never will be...

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