I hate it so damn much!
Keep me out of this, I don't want to stand in the middle between you two!
You both scare me when you both are like this.
A child does not want to stand between his parents when they argue!
Now I'm lying curled up in bed, music on full volume and pushing psychoses again.
I can't deal with the feelings, it's way too much for me.
I cut into my flesh until it bleeds heavily and tear the wound open further, I need to feel something again to calm myself down.
heard their screams despite the music and cut myself more and more.
