It Was Unaccepted...

MANVI POV:

It's been a month, reza and us, we definitely grew more closer in this 1 month time span..but reza and I..... we definitely got on an the most arguing and fighting duo. Well, he is a jerk afterall... and also it's  been 1 month since that unexpected match with lokesh and receiving his threat....
Today I was not feeling well, coz, today was the first day of my period...and my cramps were so bad, I'm telling you..

And let me tell you, I'm a biggest overthinker..I don't know why but my brain cells only know how to think things in the worst ways..this trait of mine pisses me the fuck off!!

And as we are talking about my overthinking, I've been stressing out about lokesh. And it added more fuel with me getting a scary dream about him last night.....his threats never scared me nor was I scared of him..we both were in relationship for 2 years..my last year of mid school and first year of high school..and my relationship with him was pretty good too..

but things got complicated when I got to know about his family's involvement in illegal things and him becoming toxic.. with not giving me enough freedom, stalking me, ordering me around and other shit and it all started with half of our 9th class..but after that I tried everything in me to get rid of him and break up with him..coz, imagine he is this toxic just at such young age..imagine how much he'll become when he'll grow up!? And his family involment in illegal and dirty things shaked me to the core and he also has a very violent background...and I do not want a violent, toxic person in my life..I may not love him but I was attached to him and liked him!! It was hard for me too to break up with him!!! Coz, I also remembered early days of our relationship- how sweet he was to me, how caring too..

I know, a jerk to others but still I liked him back then, but he started to change and when I asked him anything he would always be like- " oh, it's just my father stressing me" and when I asked to explain he'll be like" you won't understand manvi, the world I belong to is different from where you come from"...and I know he is different, like, he is super rich and handsome, talented..and comes from a somewhat a mafia background family.....?

But we could have made things work out if he wasn't this toxic and bad.. but it's also true we couldn't have last long becoz, of his mafia background...

And after breakup he become really violent in school.. back then when we were in relationship, he sometimes listened to me and did not caused big fights but after break up. It's like he was waiting to cause trouble..

For few weeks of our break up, he tried very hard to patch up but I already had given him countless chances that he'll improve his actions.. but no! He never did..and that's why I never want to come back to him..

And after he concluded that I'll be firm on my decision- he started to be a jerk to me and everyone but especially to me..and as I'm also not a patient bitch, I used to throw great fits at him. Used to do great pranks on him...standing up my ground and fighting with everything in me..when things became severe I insulted him very badly infront of whole school and slapped him but he was insulting me!!!.

I knew his ego was bigger than his feelings and that's why he became this evil..and deep down I knew I was calling a big trouble.. tannu and himanshi always warned me..and yesterday I don't know why but got a feeling that his yesterday's threat was really serious and dangerous as if he really decided to make my life hell..

And thanks to my overthinking power, I've been stressing greatly about it..

Seriously god? You're never happy to see me doing good? You know that im your daughter , right?? And there are 7 billion people to concentrate rather than me.

thinking all this, I entered the school building, himanshi was absent today.. and after few mins, I reached to my floor and made my way to lockers..everyone were in great bustle..moving here and there..but I spot a generous amount of people in a group, murmuring to each other and as I'm a gossip lady I made my to the group and realized that they all were surrounding around my fucking locker!!??

And after, two three pushes I came front of locker and what I saw made me lose my shit but also scared to fucking core.....

Why shivji?!

With this chapter 17 completed..

So, how was it?

Did you liked manvis thoughts about lokesh??
And thier chemistry and broken story..

And my pretty people, can guys please comment too?? But only good or advice giving comments, okie??

I can count on that on you, right??

Coz, I just badly want to see your reactions reading the story!!! That's why and I've been stressing about what you guys are liking, which part you're not liking..?
So that I can improve...

Please, pray tell..

Okie, that's all

THANKYOU FOR READING.

STAY HEALTHY AND SAFE...