It Was Unaccepted...

REZA POV:

Sighed..

Was it always like that? That I could always feel this much for somebody?!

never knew that I had this side within me...this comforting one..but I think it all never came forcefully...
I did not force myself to comfort manvi...it was like my body was moving on its own to hug her..to hold her! The words on thier own were coming out of mouth...like, it Was right for me to comfort her when it was clearly not....

I'm not her that kind of "friend" to comfort her..I'm barely a friend to speak of... when she was with me it felt like she was made to be in my embrace..coz her body was fitting so fucking well in my embrace...and this fact is right now pissing me the fuck off but I can't help but remember how she smelled....and how her soft body felt against me..or to elaborate more-how her those tits felt....

Ughhh! Stop it rezaa!!!! You're too young to think like that about a girl!! And above all it was manvi..

I'm so getting impure becoz of that manvi!!! It was never any other girl to make me think like that..

Then, why she...just why she does it!? Just why I notice those things in her which I never thought with other girl!?

Why my soft side comes so naturally for her!? Why she makes my heart race just by the mere sight of her!?

And why did I felt to kill somebody when I saw her in grip of lokesh!? The minute I saw it all i knew was I was seeing all red...that scene made my blood boiled..I never had such rage before...

And I'll not let that bastard go after what he did to manvi...he'll fucking pay for it!

All I know is I never want to see her looking that miserable and lifeless....that look doesn't suit her nor does she deserve it..and I'll make sure that it never occurs..

I could have lost her if I came any later...fuck! I may not be panicking outside by then but I was having a volcano erupting from inside..I barely managed to not to go insane looking at how much i was raging outside...

And right now, I can't control but feel restless knowing she is absolutely sad and I could've lost her..

Her..I could've lost her that stupid smile, her teasy remarks, her meddling in my buisness, her annoying me...I could've lost all of that..and im not exactly a big fan of changes..and this thing just don't know why but can't fucking imagine it to be changed...I'll make sure it never changes, her presence around me...

This one single small person could affect me so much..I never knew...or could shaken up my whole system- this thing I too never knew about...

After that incident, we got her to be treated in medical room and she was there almost like whole day...she got out just before 2 last lectures....I know coz I saw her going front of my class...why did she stayed for whole day? Oh how stupid, she must be shaken up after that incident...but knowing manvi, she will fought a world war for others but when it comes to her she demands so little from her own fucking friends!? Like, she'll not even tell the problem if never asked...that's how she is and she'll even dare to act like, she's okay from outside....no wonder she has this little miss independent women attitude....but it's so wrong, that's why she a idiot...The biggest idiot I ever seen..I wonder what is she doing now..is she feeling well? Absolutely not but is there somebody there with her?......