Lost In Time

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1990

Haseena and Karishma were currently cuddling on the couch of the cottage.

Ks was sulking.

'Please Karishma hum wada karte hai ki aab se gadi dhire se chalayenge' Hm said softly.

Karishma rolled her eyes but then held her more closely. She didn't want to lose Haseena just because she had a fetish of driving cars recklessly, but then again, they were talking about being reckless which was Hm's territory.

'Wada?' KS said.

Haseena smiled this time. Her heart filled with the warmness named Love. She loved when Karishma showed that she cared, that she cared enough to scold her. So Hm nodded her head, without any hesitation.

'Wada' she replied.

There was an silence after that, just the humming of a bird sitting on a distant tree and them, if Karishma has to trade something for this moment she will not do that, not now, not ever. She doesn't remember when Haseena became this huge part of her life but she was glad either way.

'I am sorry' Karishma said after some time.

She looked at Haseena's brown eyes which was showing confusion, Ks sighed with a small smile, Hm was so precious that she didn't even realized that even she deserved an apology.

'Kis baat ke liye maafi mang rahi hai aap?' Hm asked her.

Karishma sat on the bed while holding Haseena's hands tightly, she never wanted to let go of this person. Ever.

'For everything. Pehle din se Haseena, aapne humare liye sab kuch kiya hai jo hum aapke liye kabhi nahi kar sake aur shayad kabhi kar nahi payenge.

Whenever things got difficult I ran, I shouted but you? You kept your patience, jab jab hume laga ki bass ab aur nahi, tab tab aapna humara haat thama aur aaj bhi, aaj jab humne apna baccha kho diya toh uska Sara gussa humne aapke upar nikala padh phir bhi aap chup rahi.

You endured so much for me, jab ki iss mein aapki koi galti nahi thi, hum ye bhool hi gaye ki humare bacche ko khone se jitna dard hume huya utna aapko bhi huya hoga, but I became selfish, I didn't ask you anything, I pushed you away while you kept choosing me.' Karishma said while a tear fell from her eyes.

Haseena was silent too, though her heartbeat was saying a different story, she was glad. Glad that Karishma understood her as well.

So she shook her head negatively.

'Karishma, hum dono ke bich koi competition kabhi nahi tha aur naa hi hoga, hume isse fark nahi padhta ki hum aapke liye jyada kar paate hai ki aap humare liye, because for me as I am in love with you, I am going to do everything I can to make you happy. Aur aap pyar se humare liye jitna bhi kar payengi hum ussi se khush hai.

Aur rahi baat aapke selfish hone ki toh Karishma first of all you were not selfish, and even if you were, you had the absolute right. Humne dekha hai aapko Karishma, kaise aapko pehle doubt tha ki aap asal mein Maa banna chahti hai bhi ya nahi, phir dhire dhire aapka pyar badha, ek sapna sajaya, aur jab sapne toot te hai toh dard hota hi hai Karishma' Haseena said.

Ks was crying silently, what did she do to recieve this kind of Love? She was really lucky, really.

Karishma wiped her tears and looked directly into Haseena's eyes, she knew Hm was hurt too, and now it was her time to console her, to give her the shoulder to lean on.