MARKSON (GOT7) {COMPLETED}

Two weeks later...
Jackson POV
Today i am going to tell Mark that i am going back to Hong Kong. I'll feel sad if we don't see each other for a few weeks. I want him to come with me. I'll ask him to come with me. I will be going to Hong Kong a week after now. So today i will definitely tell Mark about this.
Mark POV
I told Bambam that i am going to go back to LA for a month. But i still haven't told Jackson about this and also to the rest of the members. I will be leaving tomorrow but im not sure if i should tell Jackson about it or i should not tell him, but I'll feel bad about it.

Back to one week ago...
Hey Bambam can we talk for a while. Yeh sure said Bambam. We went out to eat desserts since its so hot. We went to eat shaved iced. Bambam sorry for calling you out all of a sudden. I called you out because i am going back to LA. Why all of a sudden? asked Bambam, looking shocked. Did you... perhaps...have a fight with Jackson? He asked. No, no of course we didn't have a fight. Its just that i want to go back to LA for a while. Bambam asked then... how long are you going to stay in LA for? I answered for maybe about a month of more, but i guess i will only stay for a month. Did you tell Jackson about this yet? No i answered. I don't know what to say to him, i don't know how to start, i can't just suddenly bring this up. I will tell him soon. We talked about this while eating shaved iced. Then do you want me to tell Jackson about it? Asked Bambam. Umm... i guess i could tell him about it myself. Okay said Bambam. Let's go back to the dorm since we are finished. Thank you Bambam for making you listen to me and sorry if i were making you bored and for forcing you to listen to me. Bambam said no its fine and he smiled while saying this. We walked back to our dorm and when we went back to our dorm. I put my earphones on...

(YESTERDAY) 1 day ago...
Jackson POV
We can have a break now since we are all tired from practicing. I walked up to Junior. Junior can i talked to you about something. Yeh sure thing. Just wait I'll be there soon. Said Junior. We find a place to go to and talk about something important. I told Junior that i am going to go back to HongKong for a few weeks or more. He asked why? I answered because i miss my parents so much. But i didn't tell anything of this to Mark yet and you are the first one who knows about this. I don't know when i am going to tell Mark about it, but i will tell him soon. I hope he is not upset about this, all of a sudden that i am going back to HongKong. I'm sure he'll be fine said Junior, he smiled at me while saying that. I hope so too. If you don't know how to start the conversation about this do you want me to tell Mark or do you want to do it? But it will be better if you do it yourself. Suggested by Junior. After talking for a while we went back to the practice for our dance. When i went back the first person i notice was Mark but somehow i just can't face him so i looked away. We didn't talk to each other for the whole day. Its not like we are mad at each other... i couldn't tell him about it. I know i will tell him about it 3 days later. That time i WILL definitely tell him about it.
Day ends here...
Mark is leaving tomorrow...
Mark POV
Tomorrow is the day... and i still haven't tell Jackson that i'll be going to LA for a month or more. I just couldn't find the right time to tell him about it. I know he will be mad about it if i didn't tell him but... i just couldn't. I told Jackson that i will be sleeping in the other room today. Jackson was fine with it. I wanted to sleep in the other room is because that i don't want him to know that i will be packing my things. I told Jackson goodnight and kissed him. Then left to my room. We haven't been sleeping alone for along time, we always sleep together, in the same room, but not today and for one month. I'll miss him. But i just couldn't tell him. Whenever i try to tell him the words just wouldn't come out. I got my luggage out trying to pack it quietly. After packing stuff to my luggage i just couldn't sleep so i went to Jackson's room, again, staring at him. Tears keep falling. My heart is aching. I kissed his lip and again his lip twitched a little, like before. I went back to my room checking if i am missing anything.
Next day...
Mark POV (5am)
I received a call from my manager, he told me that the car is here. Before i go i went to Jackson's room again and kissed his forehead and then left with my luggage. Manager promised me that he will drive me to the airport. On my way to the airport all i was thinking was about Jackson. I put my earphones on to listen to music but i didn't focus on the music at all. All i did was thinking about Jackson. I arrived at the airport at 6:30 in the morning. My flight is at 8am. I hope Jackson is okay without me for a month. Sorry Jackson for not telling you that i am leaving and before i left i didn't even say i love you, sorry.
Jackson POV (7:23 am)
I woke up, stretching out. I thought Mark will be there like he always were but he is not. I just remembered that he slept in the other room. I felt so relief that he didn't suddenly disappear. Because the dream i had just then was so weird i dreamt of Mark slowly drifting apart from me, like he won't ever be with me anymore. But at least he is still with me. I went to the room next door and opened it. Mark's not here. I was shocked. I'm scared that the dream will come true but at the same time i was thinking that he might of just went out for a run. I waited and waited and waited. He's still not back yet. I called his phone. His phone is turned off. I am so worried and i am panicking right now. I try to think postively. And try waiting for him to come back. But at the end he didn't. I am scared that he will leave me alone. I started tearing up thinking about it. My heart hurts alot, its in pain. I keep telling myself to calm down but i couldn't. I still didn't eat anything because i am so worried that i can't eat anything. I called the members and asked if Mark went there but the members said he's not there. Bambam told me that Mark left Korea, and Bambam had asked me didn't he tell you? I am shocked and asked him what time is he leaving? Bambam said that Mark has already left. I dropped my phone on the floor and my whole body dropped on my knees, crying, i feel weak all of the sudden. I still didn't tell him that i will be going to Hong Kong. But this is not why i am sad. I am sad because he didn't tell me about anything. I keep asking myself does he not love me anymore that he left me alone and that he didn't tell me about a single thing.
He must have been on the plane by now so i can't do anything. If only i had called Bambam earlier than i could have been there on time.
One week later...
Jackson POV
Today i am going back to Hong Kong. I told all the members. After that day when Mark has left i didn't contact him at all. I don't think he knows that i am going back to Hong Kong. Yesterday i packed my things in my luggage and now all i have to do is check. My heart is still broken when Mark left me. When i come back the next couple of weeks later I'm still not sure about what i am going to say to him. Should i ignore him? Should i say I love him, should i tell him that i miss him? I don't know what to do...
Now i have to leave and go to the airport. My flight is coming at 8:23 pm. It is now 6:30 pm. My manager is now here. I went in the car and found that the members are all here with me sending me away. Later we drove off to the airport. After arriving there. We chatted for abit and then they all send me goodbyes until i left they left the airport. Bambam and Yugyeom feel really sad and cried while waving me goodbyes.
I am now on the plane. All i was thinking was about Mark. Mark kept going on and on and on, on my head and my head hurts suddenly hurts alot. I got my panadol out at ate it. I put my earphones on and try to fall asleep. But i couldn't afterall. My brain was full of Mark. I missed him so much...
~END OF DAY~