Other Side Of The World (Taeil Block B) COMPLETE

The next day:
I was scared. More than scared even. My anxiety had gone right through the roof. I hastily made my way into the hotel reception to ensure the rest of the band didn't see me. I only wanted to meet Tae today as I was just anxious meeting him alone.
"Meggie!!" I heard an excited call of my name from across the room.
Slowly I turned around to see who owned the voice that called for me. It was Tae. He had ditched the nerdy look and now had his hair in curls with a bandana around his forehead. He looked like a rocker. A sexy one at that. And, boy, did he look hot.
He ran over to me, picking me up, spinning me around.
"I missed you so much..." I managed to mumble as I tried to hold back my tears.
"Meg? What's wrong...?" He looked at me; concerned.
"I missed you..." It wasn't long before I really couldn't hold it in anymore and I really let it all go. His strong tattooed arms wrapped tightly around me - holding me comfortingly.
"I missed you too..." He replied, smiling lovingly at me. "The rest of the band has missed you too..."
He left a gentle peck on my forehead which made me go a bright shade of red. He giggled at me and gently wiped the stray tears tumbling down my cheeks.
"Let's go for a walk." He gave me a gentle nudge and we made our way out of the hotel.
"Where are we going, Tae...?"
"Surprise." He gave me a cheeky smile as he led the way to what seemed to be a small fish and chip shop. "Wait out here, Megs."
I watched as he walked in collecting a bag of something he must have ordered earlier. He also had a long bag of what I could only guess was a bottle of drink. After about five minutes, he came of out the chippy and continued to lead us to the beach.
"This seems peaceful." I breathed in the sea air. I felt calm. I felt like nothing could hurt me or upset me. I never wanted this to end. Being with Taeil again, even though we weren't together, felt like home and being at the beach with him on a warm day...it made me feel even better.
"It does. It's nice isn't it?"
I replied with a shy smile and a nod.
"Let's sit here!!" He pointed to a large, smooth rock, near the shore, but not so near that we would get soaked.
"Okay."
We sat down and he proceeded to get the package out of the bag. It was chips. They smelt good. Reeeaaallly good. The smell of salt and vinegar made my mouth water. He then got the long bag and revealed a bottle of wine.
"I'm sorry...I must've forgot the glasses!" He seemed panicked. I put my hand on his arm to try and calm him down.
"Shush...You don't have to worry about that. We could save it for later?" I looked up to see him staring at my lips. His eyes...his gorgeous chocolate brown eyes were staring at me. He put the bag of chips back in the bag and stared into my eyes again. The break of eye contact made me tense up even more. He placed a hand on my cheek.
"Megan..." He mumbled in a kind of sexy tone. One that made my body melt. Oh, how I'd missed this. He immediately leaned in, burying his hand in my hair, proceeding to give me a very passionate kiss. My arms made their way around his neck, pulling him closer to me. I didn't want to let go. I couldn't let go. I began to kiss back with equal passion as I started to cry. He pulled me closer to him.
"I love you, Meg..." He mumbled into the kiss.
"I love you too..." I began to cry harder. I couldn't hurt him again. I couldn't bare to see him hurting because of me again. I pulled away, breaking the kiss. "I-I-I-...I'm sorry..." I ran. I got up and ran. I didn't stop. I only looked back once to hear him calling my name, crying, but I didn't stop. My mind went blank. I couldn't do this again. I can't be with him because I love him, and that love is not enough for him and will pain him. I ran into an shady kind of alley. It looked like all sorts of things had happened here. Drugs...and more...that sort of thing. There were bin bags and rats. I didn't care. I fell to the floor and cried. I wanted him. But I couldn't have him. That is what hurt me most.
Suddenly a shadow loomed over me as it began to rain. He was a shady looking figure, tall, muscular, very handsome though.
"Hello, Miss." He said with a low gravelly voice as he helped me up. "What happened to you then?"