One Direction Preferences 3

He Is Suicidal~

Harry- (His POV):

Alone and Depressed...I sit in the bathroom, debating on doing it or not. Y/N hates me...I'm so stupid! I can't believe I let her go like that...I'm an idiot. Louis has sleeping meds in the cabinet I think. I stand up, looking at myself in the mirror. "Fucking worthless" I grit my teeth and shake my head. I pour the whole bottle into my hand and stare at the pills in my hand. "I hate you Harry Styles" I whisper to myself. My hand is half way towards my mouth when the door opens. "Harry?" Y/N drops her bag and rushes to me, making me spill the pills in my hand. I start sobbing as she wraps her arms around me. "I'm alone" I sobbed. "No...No you're not...you have me...I'll always be here"

Niall- (His POV):

"FUCK THIS!" I scream smashing my guitar into the ground. "Niall?" Y/N opens my door. "What happened?!" She gasps at my broken guitar. "FUCK EVERYTHING! I'M NEVER GONNA MAKE IT!" I scream, throwing my songbook. I didn't notice I was crying. "Niall...babe...calm down" Y/N cooed. "I MIGHT AS WELL JUST KILL MYSELF...I'm worthless" I sat down on my bed, with my face in my hand. "Niall...you will make it...You're not worthless...you're amazing Niall...I love you"

Liam- (His POV):

I shook my head, looking through it all. They all hate me...I do too...no doubt Y/N does...They want me dead...I should give them what they want. I just want to make them happy..I throw my phone against the wall and grab my car keys. I rush outside and hop in. Right when I'm about to start the car Y/N comes rushing out the house. "Li?...where are you going?" She asked quietly, everything came crashing down on me and I started crying, hitting the steering wheel and throwing things I had in my car. Y/N opened the door and sat on my lap, wrapping her arms around me. "I wanna die" I sobbed "Shh...Shhh...It's okay, love...I love you okay? You don't need to kill yourself, hun"

Louis- (His POV):

My mom is gone...Lottie is playing video games...Y/N's at school...No one will know...I rush to the bathroom and find my mom's pain killers. Now's my time....
(Y/N's POV)
I look around the parking lot of my school, Louis wasn't there, he usually picks me up everyday. If not he texts me. I start walking to his house, trying to get a hold of him. I get a text. You always put up with me...Now I'm getting rid of one of your problems....I'll never love anyone as much as you, Y/N -Louis. I freaked out and started running towards his house, calling his mum. "Hello?" She answers. "Johannah! Louis isn't answering his phone and he texted me and..." I explained frantically. "Whoa! Y/N? What happened...slow down" she says. "I think Louis is trying to kill himself!" I sob. She hangs up and I keep running. I open the back door because I knew the front would be locked. "Where's Louis!?" I asked Lottie. She shrugs..."Upstairs?" She asked. I start up the stairs as I hear sirens and Johannah's car. "Louis!?" I scream out, looking in his room. "LOUIS!?" I scream, starting to cry. I look in the bathroom and he's laying on the floor, struggling to open a bottle of pills. "Louis" I sink down to him as the EMT's come. I grab the pills out of his hand and throw them into the sink. "I wanna die, I'm worthless" He sobs. "No...no you're not, baby...I'm here...."

Zayn-

Zayn was supposed come over today, about an hour ago. He's never late and I'm starting to get worried. I grabbed my phone and tried calling him. "Hello?" I heard Zayn sob. "Zayn? Baby are you okay?" I asked. "No" He sobs. "I love you Y/N...remember that" And with that he hung up. I rushed up and ran all the way to Zayn's house. I rushed through the house, and into his room to see him standing on a chair, tying a rope to the ceiling fan. "Zayn" I whispered. "Y/N?" He looks at me as I drop all the things that were in my hand."Zayn get down right now" I sob, gritting my teeth. "Zayn why?" I walked up to him, wrapping my arms around him as he cried. "I feel so alone" He sobs. "I'm here...I've always been here" "I didn't think you cared" "I care so much Zayn"

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Louis is a friggin mess thanks to me, sorry if you read that one. Lol
I used a Magcon pref but changed all the names. Almost vomited changing the names. If I forgot to change one let me know.

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