The promise between us

Picture of Krisa

Hey reads :) so I thought it would be kind of fun to do a chapter in Taylors point of view, so that's what this chapter is. I'm also going to put some flashback in this chapter, I'll try to make them oblivious so I don't confuse you guys :) I hope you like it, Don't for get to vote, comment and follow me :)

-----TAYLOR'S POV-----

My body is freaking sore every where.

why the heck do they have to work us so hard when we are already here and a part of the group. It's starting to bug me that all the guys act as though they are dead already.

we are still alive, so why can't they see the good part in that......

Then again, I do understand. The ones we love and cherish are back and home worrying about us.

My heart does a little jump when I remember Krisa in the airport with me, She didn't cry, she didn't sob or blubber, she simple stood there and waited for me to come say goodbye. Her hurt was so clear in her eye's and I knew that I was the cause of it.

I didn't give Krisa a heads up that I was joining the army. I honestly didn't want to tell her, but I don't want to imagine how much it would have hurt her.

if I was there one day, sleeping next to her, having her curled uo by me; then having her wake up and I was now were to be found.

I put my hand on my chest, I don't know if I could take it. having her by me, so close, holding her and kissing her; then waking up and she was just gone.

no hints.

no clues.

no sigh she was ever there.

That would kill me.

_FLASHBACK_

The cool water was refreshing on my skin as I lazed around. I watched as Krisa tested the water first, so hesitate to just jump in. Her hair was pulled up into a messy bun and stray hairs fell into her face.

Ever once in a while she would look at me, as if telling me she didn't know what to do. Every time she looked at me a smile grew on my face. Man I really love this girl, she was so kind and sweet, outgoing at times, but always shy. She would get after me for silly little things, but then always curl up into my arms when she needed protecting.

Its hard to believe that any one would hurt her, but the bruises on her arms and legs, even the faded ones on her cheeks are prof that she is broken on the inside.

"Krisa." I say swimming closer to the dock.

"What?" she says, her body already shaking from the little breeze outside.

"Jump." I say putting my arms up to catch her.

She looks at me for a minute, then shakes her head, "No way Taylor Coy. you wont catch me." she says rubbing her arms to get rid of the goose bumps forming on her skin.

Ok, I can't blame her for not trusting me, I've pulled some pranks in the past where I have caught her. She has very right to be hesitate about my offer, but this time I do mean it.

"Krisa, I promise I will catch you." I say giving her a reassuring smile.

She looks at me with almost cold eyes. I know how hard it is to let others help her, she things that she doesn't deserve it, that she isn't worth their time.

If only she knew that she is every minute of mine.

"I promise Krisa." I say softly, seeing her inner conflict.