What to do? LxReader [Discontinued]

"W-Wh-What?"
You stuttered, surprised.

"Exactly what I said. I think I might feel more for you than I had previously thought."

"Eh?"
You doubted your ears.

"As I said. I think the feelings I feel for you are more complicated than the regulair feelings, but I think neither you nor me are ready yet so I'll leave this for another time."

He walked back to his room still holding the cake hehad gotten from the fridge. You just sat there, not quite understanding what just happened.

Wait, what? L feels something for you?
What.
No.
Wait.
Huh?

First he literally picks you up in a back alley. Then he puts you in a room with cherry blossom that reminded you of some song. After that he makes you join the kira investigation. Fakes his death and gives you a heart attack by reappearing. Then he's got a frickin' house ready to live in and wants to know your real name, and now he says he might feel something different that 'normal' for you?

You seriously didn't understand anymore.

You ate your cake, slightly pissed of and went towards your bedroom. You dropped down onto your bed and facepillowed.
"What the......."

You layed on your bed for half an hour and slowly fell asleep.

"R!"

Hmm?...

"R!"

L?

"R! Wake up!"

You moved up to sit up straight but felt something hit your lips.
You properly opened your eyes to see what you had hit, and saw L.
His lips were on yours and his eyes were closed.

Your eyes widened and you pushed him back.

He just stood with his arched back and his hair covering his eyes.

"L? What are you..?"

You wanted to finish your sentence but he didn't feel the same way.

~L POV~

She looked shocked, her eyes were open wide and she had her back to the wall.
She started talking;

"L? What are you..?"

"I'm kissing you! Is there a problem with that!"

I said saying it whilst trying my best not to sound mad, but failing horribly.

"Wha-"

She started, trying to ask for an explanation.

I didn't have one.

I didn't have one and I didn't want think of one either.

She continued talking, but her voice slowly faded into the background as I inched in closer. I came closer and closer, until I was in front ofher again.

I placed my arms next to her as I leaned forward pushing her back against the wall.

I might as well take this chance.

Thoughts were flying through my head.

She's gonna hate you.

She'll hate me, won't she?

I said half-jokingly. Haha. Joking.

I lowered my headand hiccupped.

"L?...."

"That's right. It's logical."

I said to my self.

I got up and turned my back towards R-No. (Y/N).

"(Y/N). I like you."

"What?..."

"I like you, no, I don't like you, I love you."

She stayed silent. I turned around and faced her.

"Do you understand?"
I asked, no answer.

"(Y/N), I love you, I want to hug you, I want to kiss you, I want to touch you, I want to be with you forever. Am I being selfish?..."

No answer.

"(Y/N)?"

"You are being very selfish, Lawliet."

She became silent again.

"But being selfish every once in while isn't so bad."

She finished. As she almost jumped up and pressed her lips against mine.

"I like you L. No, I don't like you. I love you."

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