Love in the Maze (Newt x Reader)

The doors closed, locking
Y/N inside the maze and Newt in the Glade. Newt had his palms presses against the closed doors, still in shock about the just recent events. Soon, reality came flying back to the shocked boy and a deep and painful sob erupted from the back of his throat.
"No! No, Y/N. No!", Newt kept bashing his fists into the doors, hoping that if he tried hard enough, they would open. But they didn't, and they wouldn't no matter how hard Newt banged his fists or how loud he wept. The doors weren't opening. As the now broken blonde kept up his fight with the doors, Alby, Minho and the rest of the Gladers watched as their brother and friend broke down.

"Why couldn't I save her?Why couldn't she have been rescued and not me?! It should've been ME!", Newt bellowed like a banshee, continuing to pound his already bleeding fists into the walls again and again.
"Come on, Minho", Alby gestured for them to take Newt away from his torture. The two walked over and gently grabbed Newt by the shoulders, pulling him away, as best as they could, away from the doors that sealed Y/N's fate.
"No!", Newt cried, struggling against the firm grips of his two best friends. "Let me go, let me go!". But the boys would not bend to his pleading will.

They dragged him to the Med-jacks hut so his knee could get looked over. But Newt didn't feel any pain. Not when Clint, Jeff and Colum came to look at him. Not when they asked him to move it around as best as he could. He didn't even wince when they bandaged it up to the point where he thought they were trying to cut off his blood circulation! All he felt was agony, sorrow, and grief. He felt agony because he saw Y/N's face, and it was twisted in such a way he couldn't comprehend whether she was pleased or scared. He felt sorrow because, not only was this affecting him, but the whole Glade! Because she had become everyones' friend, sister, mother figure, and nobody thought that she would leave. And he felt grief...because he never told her how he felt. He was going to, but Minho interrupted on accident. But now his heart is so full of grief, sorrow, and agony, that he was starting think he had never felt any other emotions.

Newt just sat up right, leg propped up on the bed, and just stared at the wall in front of him, replaying the scene that unfolded only moments ago. He saw Y/N fighting the shuckin' Griever, saw Minho and Ben dragging him back, saw all the Glader's expressions. It was a sea of horror, relief and worry throughout them all. He then remembers the feeling of holding her hand and pulling it as hard as he could. 'But it wasn't enough...', Newt thought despairingly. 'It wasn't enough to save her. I wasn't enough...'. Alby walked into the room, coming to check up on how his friend was doing. Newt wasn't just his S.I.C, he was his best friend! He and Alby were the first few up in the Glade and so they made a quick bond. That bond grew throughout the year they had been there, and so they were practically brothers. So to say Alby was a little worried about Newt was an understatement.

"How ya doing, buddy?", Alby gently asked as he softly sat on the chair beside the bed. Newt didn't respond, he only kept staring at the thatched wall in front of his shattered eyes. "Newt...?", Alby was starting to worry more now. His friend was acting as if he wasn't there...why? But Newt answered, but it was more of a whisper than a statement.
"She's gone Alby... I failed her..."
"Hey! You don't know that. We will send out Runners tomorrow morning, see if she made it. She did it once, she can do it again!", Alby tried to be positive, but the brokenness in Newt's eyes was so strong, it was hard to stay positive. It's like Newt never heard him because he just repeated, "She's gone Alby... I failed her...".

~Elsewhere~

The doors closed, locking
Y/N inside the maze and Newt in the Glade. Y/N looked away from the doors and concentrated on taking care of the mutated monster above her. It had her pinned under it's gigantic body and was now snapping it's teeth (Or what she thought were teeth) at her viciously. "Get...off..me!", Y/N grunted as she used all her strength to force the Griever off of her body. It shrieked again as Y/N got up and tried getting past it. But it was so huge that it filled the entire corridor!