Messages To Joe | J.S

Thursday October 7th 2015:
{Afternoon}
4:03 - Joe:
(Btw, I'm doing the time thing on purpose, not by accident *illuminate confirmed*)
I hope you kiss me really hard when I see you ;)

4:05 - Amber:
Wow, I found this on Google XD

4:06 - Joe:
Oh really ?

It's on Google ?

I wouldn't even know ;)

4:07 - Amber:
Wow...

4:08 - Joe:
Would you like another Google quote ?

I'm not short !
My height is just cute :)

4:09 - Amber:
...

4:11 - Joe:
NOW GO CAUSE YOUR SUPPOSED TO BE TAKING A BREAK FROM ME AND YOUR PHONE

4:12 - Amber:
I know, but I wanted to read them so I never switched it off

4:17 - Joe:
Have they been helping? I know they're only Google quotes but still...

4:19 - Amber:
They have :) even just for a little bit, it makes me smile and that's been the height of my days currently

And I know I'm meant to be taking a break but nothing really moving right now, I'm giving time to Sam and Kim before I even try to apologise

4:22 - Joe:
Apologise?!

For what exactly?

4:23 - Amber:
Well, to Sam for talking to another guy and to Kim for being a terrible friend and my parents for ever being born

4:25 - Joe:
Amber stfu you don't need to apologise for any of that ! I promise

4:30 - Amber:
I know I shouldn't, but I'm not sure of another way to fix this

4:31 - Joe:
No, Amber please don't apologise ever because you don't need too and also, time will heal this. You and Sam will start talking again and so will you and Kim and if you don't, you never deserved them anyway

4:33 - Amber:
But everything is so confusing and I'm not every close to actually sitting my GCSE's ! I'm so messed up in the head, I feel so depressed all the time, I've lost everything

4:35 - Joe:
Amber, I honestly think we should take a break from talking - no matter how long - because I hate hearing you like this, it's breaking me how much your hurting and I only want things to get better for you at school, and if I'm preventing that even in the slightest I'd rather it didn't happen x

4:36 - Amber:
I don't want to loose you Joe

4:39 - Joe:
You won't loose me, I promise you, I'll always be here but I want you to delete my contact, or block it, just for a while. I'm going on a gap year anyway, I'm going to try my hand at some vlogging and take a break myself

4:40 - Amber:
Thank you Joe, and I'm sorry, I promise this isn't it, this isn't over x

4:41 - Joe:
I know Amber xx

4:45 - Amber:
Goodbye, Joseph x

4:46 - Unknown:
Goodbye Amber, I'll see you on the other side x

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