Word count: 1358
Genre: happy and sad
Warnings: Sad themes, breakdowns and can be relatable for some people, some motions of abuse
POV: Phil
-/-/-
I see a comment on my Instagram, so I click on it and blush.
Danisnotonfire You're really cute
I quickly type a reply and send it.
AmazingPhil @danisnotonfire thank you :3 I'm not that cute though
I put my phone back down and carry on with my homework. Beth, my brothers girlfriend, comes into my room and leans on my chair.
"Hi, Phil." She says cheerfully.
"Hi." I mutter.
"What are you doing?" Beth asks, peering over my shoulder. Beth and I are the same age and best friends.
"Homework." I shrug.
"Cool. Martyn and I were just-"
"Don't need to hear it!" I cut her off.
"Okay." She grins. My phone buzzes, so I look at it.
Danisnotonfire yes you are
"Who's that?" Beth asks.
"A boy." I blush.
AmazingPhil @danisnotonfire naww thanks
Immediately, I get a reply.
Danisnotonfire can I DM you?
I accept and Beth turns me around.
"Phil, he's flirting with you, you know."
"Yeah." I shrug. My eyes widen as I realise my mistake. I'm gay, but I'm not out yet. "Beth, um, I'm gay... Please don't tell anyone."
"I fucking knew it!" Beth chuckles, throwing her arms around me. I sigh in relief and turn back around.
"Beth?" Martyn calls.
"Coming!" Beth shouts.
(Dan on the left, Phil on the right)
Hey
Hi
Dude you're making me question my sexuality...
Sorry :) that's the first time someone's said that to me...
😊❤️
❤️I'm smiling so much rn
I quickly put my phone back down on the desk and carry on with my homework as Martyn comes into the room.
"Nice try." He smirks.
"Don't you dare." I raise my eyebrows. Martyn darts to my phone, so I stand up and pounce on him. I'm slightly taller than him, so I easily knock him to the ground. Martyn grins at me, then flashes my phone at me.
"Who's 'Danisnotonfire'?" Martyn asks.
"No one!" I answer, slightly too quickly. I grab my phone and get off of my brother.
"Philip..." Martyn says. For a 20 year old, he acts younger than me and I'm 18!
"He's no one." I say.
"Unfortunately Phil, I've known you for 18 years, and can tell when you are lying."
"Martyn, I didn't want to tell you until I'd moved out, because you know how dad is. I'm gay." I say quietly.
"Damn." Martyn crosses his arms. "You had to state the obvious?"
"What do you mean?" I frown.
"Well, whenever I have the boys round, I catch you checking them out." Martyn shrugs. I blush and hide my face. "I won't tell dad." Martyn smiles, pulling me into a hug.
"Thanks."
•
No ones made me as happy as you have
Same
Where do you live? Not in a creepy way or anything
Manchester, you?
Wokingham
That's not too far away :)
