A host?! Don't make me laugh

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Hey guys I almost forgot to update, I've been real busy lately I guess. Anyway I really want to see more comments on here guys so please don't be a silent reader. on with the story

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A week. That's how long it's been since Hikaru has even attempted to have a conversation with me. A week since I told him I loved him, and a week since he so gracefully ran away. I tried to continue on like nothing was the matter, like I was fine. But even Kyoya approached me about it, it was endearing until he told me it was affecting my business. Hikaru would sometimes send me concerned looks, and I would always pretend I didn't notice. Why would he be concerned? Why would he care? Oh that's right, he doesn't, if he did I wouldn't be in this distraught and heartbroken mood. I tried to convince myself that I had bigger issues then Hikaru, and that was proven further when I received texts from an unknown number. They were simple texts, something not frightening, unless I didn't reply.

That's when they took a dangerous turn.

I had yet to say anything to anyone, my support system had now crumbled to just me, myself, and I. I couldn't count how many times I desired to say something to Hikaru, to cry on his shoulder, but I couldn't. I also couldn't say anything to anyone else because they were Hikaru's friends first and I felt as if I was trespassing his territory. I couldn't help but feel like my problems were now on my shoulders alone. Thats how it should be anyway.

"BA DING!" I groaned at the text, remembering that I had taken too long to respond. I pulled the phone out, grimacing at the brutal words from Takashiro.

'If you don't say something i'll bash your head with a smile.'

"BA DING!"

'you better not be ignoring me Sam.'

"BA DING!"

'I'll gut you like a fish Sam, ANSWER ME!!!"

My fingers danced across the letters like a ballerina as I typed a reply before he could become anymore agitated.

'I'm sorry, I'm not ignoring you Takashiro.'

I had decided that it would be wiser to remain on his good side, and play into his deranged version of reality. I truly believed that the man was sick in the mind, that he needed help to the deepest degree. He actually believed that we were a couple, that we were in love, that he was helping me by threatening and killing my family. He was simply insane, a piteous man indeed.

'I'm sorry too baby, I didn't mean what I said.'

I rolled my eyes, apparently bipolar as well. I squeezed my eyes shut, ignoring the burning in my chest, and the pain in my stomach. It had been exactly 2 days since I had eaten without vomiting it back up. I was convinced I had an ulcer from all of the stress my body was under. It was the only explanation as to why I had been so sick lately. "Sam are you alright?" I bolted upright from my relaxed laying position on the host club sofa. Tamaki and Haruhi were leering over me, sad, concerned expressions plastered to their faces. I felt a sickening pinch in my lower stomach, and I groaned, clutching my abdomen with all my strength, trying to squeeze the pain out. I pushed my legs over the side of the couch, squeezing my eyes closed in pain. In seconds they were on either side of me, mumbling things that I couldn't pay attention to. The pain had progressed immediately from a painful tickle to a searing flame engulfing my body in agony.

The bedlam caused a scene to take place, alerting everyone to what was happening. I went from being surrounded by two to being surrounded by six, all trying to talk to me. It bothered by claustrophobia, and I felt the burning need to escape, to run and never return. I couldn't breathe, it hurt, everything hurt, make it stop. "Make it stop!" I shouted out in an agonizing, pain filled scream for help.

My hands tangled in my hair, gripping tightly. I could faintly hear people shouting, and feel arms wrap around me, but I was numb to it, I barely registered being lifted and brought to someone's familiar chest. It was a needle prick compared a terrorizing pain, I'd rather have death. It would be far less painful. I could hear small screams emit around the room. Who was screaming? My scenery started rushing by me, changing from the pink wallpapered school to a bright blue sky, a sun beating down against my flushed and burning skin. Thats when I realized that the screams belonged to me, coming from my mouth, made by the pain bubbling in my chest and stomach, sending waves of agony through my body. I felt myself being laid against something cool, and a tiny prick before I was sent into a spiral of calmness.

The pain was gone, replaced by a soft pressure in my chest, like something was sitting on it, pushing down with all their might. My tear filled eyes fluttered open revealing an unfamiliar face and a metallic room. I was laying against a soft bed, and the man was speaking to me in hushed tones. "It's alright, we're on our way to Mercy General Hospital." He mumbled in a soft voice like sugar, his politeness was overbearing and I felt fine now. "I-I" I attempted to tell him that a hospital was unnecessary, but my words were cut short by a cough emitting from my chest. He moved into action, placing a small mask over my mouth, preventing me from speaking and pushing what was probably oxygen into my body. I breathed in feeling drowsy all of a sudden, but before I allowed myself into unconsciousness, I glanced over to my hand which was warm and secure in another hand. I followed the arm up to see...Hikaru's soft features clouded by sadness and immense worry. He looked pained, and the tears in his eyes weren't drawing away from it. When he saw me looking his bright eyes widened, and he forced a sad smile to highlight his features. Before I fell asleep, he mouthed something that had me smirking and my heart soaring.

'I love you too.'

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Kind of a sad/happy chapter. what's wrong with Sammy?!
Well all will be explained in the next chapter haha, don't worry guys it will be Saturday or Sunday that you get your answers. Have a nice week everyone but please do not forget to

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