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I'm Fine Now.

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It feels weird and unsafe sneaking around in my own house. Ever since my family has started fighting, I've been trying to avoid them, but things don't always go as planned. I crept out of the house and started walking to school.

Lately things have just seemed 'off' or 'wrong' and I can't feel too cheerful. Events and my thinking process tend to move in slow motion. I have trouble making simple decisions. Concentrating is also very hard to do. I can't ever do anything right and it feels like a lump of lead has settled in my heart, permanently. This feeling of dread won't go away and it's very hard to smile. Well, except for when I'm with them.

I walked into the school and was instantly attacked by hugs.

"You came today!"

"I thought you weren't going to show."

"I'm glad you're here!"

"Don't worry us like that idiot!"

"Have you been crying?"

I put a hand to my face and it came back with a few teardrops on it. I looked at them and my smile wasn't forced.

"I'm fine."

"Are you sure?"

"Yea, I just remembered a sad movie. I'm fine now."

When I'm with them my smiles come naturally and the weighted feeling in my chest goes away. Even if it's just for awhile, I feel happy. There's no need to hide from the monsters in my head.

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A/N Shhhh... I'm supposed to be sleeping, but I'm not tired and I suddenly got inspiration for this. The song used is Nightcore-Monsters. It's by SIck Puppies. Also, sorry for not updating. I was, uh, busy. Sorry.

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