Forever and Always (Jahvie) BOTDF

A/N- To everyone reading this, I apologize for not updating for 7 months,I’m sure most of you who read it back then aren’t reading it now,but if you are,thankyou so much for being so patient and I sincerely apologize. I was originally going to stop writing this fan fiction because I kind of lost interest in botdf,but I am going to continue and finish this for you amazing people <3 I promise you I’ll try update as much as I can. Also thank you for nearly 100 votes on the last chapter and I’m sorry I left you on a cliffhanger for so long xD Anyways enjoy reading <333

Also,a few of you complain about how I spell things differently. I’m Australian,so I spell things a bit differently,like I say ‘mum’ not ‘mom’.But saying that I also spell a lot of things the American way,so please don’t message me telling me that I’m stupid for not spelling words like ‘mum’ right cx

~Krystal c:

*Dahvies POV*

I lay in bed staring at the blank ceiling…The hours went by but still I failed to sleep.. I groaned in annoyance. I don’t know where Jayy was,I don’t know if he’s safe,I’ve lost my best friend and I’ve hurt him. Why am I just laying here I should be out looking for him. I picked up my phone and dialed his mum’s number,yes it was 11pm but she should be awake.

 The phone rang and rang until finally it ended and went to the answering machine. I ended the call and dialed Jayy’s number again. I slammed my phone to the ground when it went straight to answering machine. I jumped out of bed and put my shoes on quickly,grabbed my keys off my bench and went out to the front and into the car. I put the keys in the ignition and took off as quick as possible,driving to the nearest clubs,hoping I’d be able to find Jayy in one.

 The smell of alcohol and colone rushed to my nose. I pushed past all the people and went to the bar,if anything Jayy would be at a bar,drinking away his sadness. Once at the bar I saw no one that looked like Jayy,I went over to the dance floor where two women tried to dance, I pushed them away and kept scanning through the crowd for any signs of Jayy. After no luck finding him I searched through the rest of the clubs but had no luck finding him in any of them.

 I sighed in defeat and walked back to the car. I still had many more places to check. I drove through the whole neighborhood hoping to see him somewhere, but it was too dark to see people clearly. I checked my phone for the time,3.27 it read. I sighed and headed back home.

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 “Dahvie,wake up we have a recording session today” Sally yelled. “Go away,” I mumbled and shoved my face back into the pillow. Cold hands grabbed my ankles and pulled me off my bed making me fall face first onto the ground. “Now get up,or I’ll drag you downstairs”

 Sally was only small,but dam was she strong. I rubbed my eyes and stood up,making my way to the bathroom,I know that there was no use arguing with Sally. I stripped down and stepped into the steamy shower. I let the hot water run over my back. I couldn’t stop thinking about Jayy..I hadn’t heard from him since yesterday,how do I know if he’s safe…What if I really have lost him forever what if he really has left the band.

 “Hurry up Dahvie!” Sally banged on the door,”You’re going to be late!”  I must have got lost in my thoughts again. I turned off the shower and stepped out,wrapping a towel around my waist. I quickly dried off my hair and applied a bit of eyeliner before exiting the bathroom and into my bedroom.

 I threw on some simple shorts and a jumper and grabbed my phone to check if I had any messages or calls,I sighed once again after not seeing anything from jay,I left my room and met Sally at the bottom of the stairs. “All ready to go?” she asked. I nodded. “We’ll find Jayy,I promise,he’ll most likely be back soon,don’t worry too much Dahvie” she assured me. “No.I will worry,what if he’s not safe what if he really has left forever,I can’t live knowing that he could be in danger right now” I fiddled with my phone to stop myself from getting angry at Sally,I didn’t want to lose her too. “I promise you dahvie,for now we have to work on the album,but we will find him”

 I nodded and hopped into the passanger side of the car. It was a silent ride,I kept looking out the window just in case I saw Jayy on the sidewalk. Once at the recording studio I sat down and started to write something that quickly popped into my head.

‘Interlace your fingers in-between mine

Whisper in my ear tell me this won't be the last time

That you ever dance with that smile on your face

Look me in the eye tell me that you don't want to stay

If it's the last time

I'm gonna see you

I'm gonna show you

I'm gonna make you move

Come right over here boy

'Cause I've been holding back

If it's the last chance

I'm gonna make you dance

Get on the dance floor

This is your last chance

We'll do it hardcore

Get lost in this trance

The music's calling me

Are you listening?’

 I had part of the song written,I didn’t know what else to write,I shoved the piece of paper into my pocket so I could finish it later. I had to record my parts of unforgiven today,so I entered the recording room where I began to sing. It definitely wasn’t my best efforts but I would fix that up tomorrow.

 After hours of editing we left the studio and grabbed some Mcdonalds on the way back,both Sally and I were too tired to cook anything. There was still no signs of Jayy,I was now getting really worried,what if something has happened to him,it would be all my fault. I had to do something,I had to find him as soon as possible.