Forever and Always (Jahvie) BOTDF

Jayy’s Pov

I stepped inside the studio not saying a word. Dahvie and Sally talked about plans for the new album. Talking about songs that Dahvie had written and creating the instrumental part of the songs. I sat on one of the couches replying to fans on twitter. Most of the tweets were questions regarding whether I was still in the band. I sighed and sent out a tweet informing everyone that what I said wasn’t true. I deleted the previous tweet of me saying I was leaving the bands and continued to read my interactions.

‘#Jahvie for life’

‘Retweet if you ship Jahvie’

‘Jayy I love you’

‘Jayy please reply to me’

‘You guys are amazing please come to Japan’

‘Your music saved my life’

My interactions were always repetitive, always the same stuff. I replied to a few actual questions before getting bored and moving to the recording room where Dahvie was singing. I sat in the chair next to Sally.

 “Got any ideas for songs?” Asked Sally breaking the silence. I shrugged my shoulders and started flicking back and forth on my phone screen to make it seem like I was busy. “Jeremy,I am not stupid I know you’re not doing anything,you’re avoiding talking. Don’t make me eat all your twizzlers and steal all your hair products.” She laughed.

 “No.Not the twizzlers or hair products,” I pouted, “Anything but that.” She grinned, “Well answer my question then,any ideas?” I sat there thinking for a second, “Kind of, but I’m not sure about it yet.”

 “My voice won’t go as high as I need it to today” Dahvie bursted through the door and I went back to being quiet. I wasn’t going to talk to him, I wasn’t going to let him think that everything is alright because it’s not and I’m sick of always being the one to be broken hearted.

He just used me for sex and then lied about loving me.

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It was late now and we were on our way back home. None of us were hungry as we had a pretty late lunch so we didn’t bother to get dinner on the way back home. We finally pulled into the drive way after a long boring day and I headed to the front door as quick as I could without making it look like I was in such a rush. As soon as Sally unlocked the door I headed straight to the bathroom.

 I undressed and kicked my clothes into a neat pile on the floor. I hopped into the shower where the boiling hot water ran over my back. It burned but the pain gave me some sort of satisfaction. I started to relax but my mind started to think about Dahvie..The moment when I first woke up next to him after us having sex. My mind replayed everything. From how good his body looked. I bit my lip and let a moan escape. I couldn’t stop thinking about it. The way his lips felt against mine. My breathing became heavier as I tried to stop myself from thinking like this. I remember some parts of the night before I woke up with Dahvie next to me. I kept playing it over and over in my head. I got harder by the second.I just couldn’t control myself.

 I was mad at Dahvie,I hated him right now but yet at this moment I’m getting hard to the thought of him the thought of us. I resisted the urge to get off to the thought of Dahvie. I turned off the shower and hopped out.

 I grabbed my boxers and tried to cover up my ‘friend’ as much as possible. I grabbed my clothes off the floor and exited the bathroom where I knocked into Dahvie and slipped and fell onto the floor.Shit, I didn’t want to see him. He gave me his hand to help me up but I declined. He shrugged and walked to his bedroom. I stood up and was thankful he didn’t see anything. I walked to my bedroom making sure to lock the door behind me. I turned off the light and made my way to my bed where I lay there and think about Dahvie.

 Why is love like this. Why must we fall for those who don’t love you… Why can’t we pick who we love and who we don’t, everything would be much easier..

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I’ve been listening to A day to remember’s new album since it came out holy shit its amazing. It’s not as heavy as their other stuff but I like it ^-^ who’s heard it and what are your thoughts on it?

 ALSO HOLY SHIT I SAW BMTH, OM&M AND CROSSFAITH ON SATURDAY C,: MY BODY IS SO SORE BUT IT’S TOTALLY WORTH IT. THE WALL WAS FUCKING CRAZY,I HAVE SO MANY BRUISES UGHH,ALL 3 BANDS WERE PERFECT C,:

leave a comment or whatever and remember to rate for more  c: ~Krystal