It was pretty dark in here.
I thought it had been a pretty long time.
It felt like a couple of weeks had gone by, but I don't really know anymore. Of course I could be exaggerating, or I could be spot on.
Do I know?
I don't.
Well, I know I was kidnapped for sure, I'm not left in the dark(get it?) about that. So get this, my kidnapper comes and talks to me sometimes, about his everyday life, about what's going on. He'll come and bring me food too, but he usually leaves a lot and tells me to save up for the days. He doesn't always come here, so that's why I think I may be here longer than just the days he had talked to me.
I mean, I think its kind of weird how he literally comes and talks to me. I can't see him because I have a blindfold on I think, but he just talks about how his day went or what the news said, he talks about some jokes he heard, which were usually decently funny. I am so confused, like he doesn't talk about his evil diabolical plans or anything like that, just normal stuff. Stuff that I would talk about with Kaede or whatever, though his sense of humor was a little bit different. Not disturbing kind of different, just different.
But, he kidnapped me nonetheless so I can't exactly be friendly. I need to watch my back.
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POV SWITCH
Nagisa's POV
I grabbed my hair in frustration.
It's been two and a half weeks and we can't find (y/n)!
Two and a half weeks.
That long!!
School has been out for the most part. Do you wanna know why? Kaede's death, what else?
We're all at Haru's house for the most part.
Rei has been analyzing the note, he even bought a kit to find fingerprints. It didn't work. Us as a whole gang had been to the police, and the police were on the case as well. But, we didn't get to have the note after that. Thank god for Rei, he made so many notes before the police got it that we don't even need the original note!
Since I wasn't very good at work in general, I decided to work on just finding out more about (y/n). I did this by making notes about her, her attributes, how she would react. I had to check out about this killer, and he seemed pretty bad. It was all about personal stuff and stuff.
Gou was usually sobbing or sulking, but she would of course help the gang with the different things that had happened. (Y/n) being kidnapped really affected her, as much as it affected us, but she handled it differently, she broke down. Gou was helpful when she was trying though.
Haru was researching all of the places that (y/n) could be, he was also usually studying notes of Rei's and making some notes of his own. Haru always stayed quiet and focused, and he only talked to us if necessary. I got to hand it to him, he was good at what he was doing.
Makoto would go out and search the clearing, using Rei's kit to help search for fingerprints, foot prints, and stuff. Makoto was also kind of the team mom, he would make sure everyone was okay, he would tell all of our parents we were okay, and he was the one who mainly comforted Gou.
Oh, and another thing Haru did was make us food. He likes to cook....fish. Yeah, pretty much it. But it's okay.
"Hey everyone," Makoto began, "I was thinking that we should probably take a break. Finding (y/n) is hugely important, but we need to rest—"
"It's insanely important! We can't take breaks Makoto, how could you say that?!" I interrupted, standing up from my spot.
He shot me an apologetic look. "Of course! But if we over work ourselves, we'll lose focus," he explained.
"Being honest, I'm fairly surprised that you, Nagisa, wouldn't want to take a break," Rei added, turning to face us.
"B-but, this is way too big for us to quit, even for a second! All of you guys, shouldn't we spend more time searching for her, isn't she worth it?" I asked, directing to everyone. At this point, everyone was either at their station, or in Gou's case, moping on the floor.
"Of course, but rest is important. If you honestly wanted to find her you would make sure it's to the best you can," Haru, surprisingly, cut in.
I was silent.
Gou sighed after a little while.
"G-guys, I think maybe we should take a break. Get out, cle—refresh, our minds," she told us, catching herself before saying "clear", we could never clear our minds of her.
Everyone agreed. I guess I really had no choice but to sigh and agree with them. If I was going on break, I don't have to enjoy it.
This is wrong!
;~;~;~;~;~;~;~;~;~;representing Nagisa's feelings right now;~;~;~;~;~;~;~;~;~;
"An...ice cream place?" Gou asked us.
"Of course," Makoto and Rei answered.
My eyes lit up as we arrived.
It was the ice cream shop me and (y/n) went to!!
"Ahhh! I love this place, me and (y/n) would go there a day a week! She loved it here, she would always order the special, passion fruit, mochi, green tea..." I trailed off, thinking about her.
I remember our conversations. She liked to talk about becoming a chef, she liked to talk about the swim club. She liked to talk about me, she liked to talk about Haru. She liked to talk about her favorite animal, (f/a), and anything really. Something I noticed about her, though, is she rarely talks about herself, she does so only when I ask her to. Other times, she just talks about how amazing we are, and how amazing everything is. She never once bragged about how she was, how beautiful or strong or kind or smart or loving or forgiving or—
She was all of those things.
Not to mention how amazing of a cooker and a baker she was, I could bet she could make ice cream twice as good as this.
They all looked at me.
Makoto smiled. "I'm glad you can enjoy yourself, then Nagisa."
I smiled back at him. Suddenly, I felt tears in my eyes. I felt sad and happy to be here, I loved it here. I loved it with her.
I loved her.
"I feel sad and happy at the same time," I explained to them.
To my surprise, the moping depressed Gou walked over to me and slung her arm over my shoulder.
"This was you and (y/n)'s place. It meant a lot to you, I can tell. We all love her, Nagisa. And we'll pull through. You're the one she relied on most, besides Haru. You need to pull through for her," she whispered in my ear, so quietly I could barely hear it.
We all went in for ice cream.
And of course, I knew what I was getting.
The special.

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FanfictionDisclaimer: Y'all I was the biggest fukin loser and I regret this book a lot but I know y'all have ur interests, so read it if you wish. I edited it a lot so I don't physically cringe while looking back on it, but you know. Sigh sigh sigh. I wrote t...