"no we didnt break up"what?"he just never exsisted i only said that to go home i didnt want to seem...rude"
"so you lied?"i look at her shocked
"well uh no not exactly well...yeah i kind of did but only because i was trying not to hurt your feelings but since we are friends now it doesnt matter"she smiled at me
"okay ...so now im confused are you into me or are you straight or what?"
"wow and there it is" "what?" "as soon as i mention i dont have a boyfriend your player side comes out you automatically think im going to sleep with you know dont you?"i could see her getting angry
"no no its not like that im-"i try to form words but nothing would come.
"fine if all you want is too fuck me lets go right now c'mon then"alex grabs my hand dragging me out the lunch hall into the janitors closet 'this doesnt feel right' 'tell her then'
alex pushes me up against the the wall she leans up towards me.
"alex stop"i tell her she pauses for a second before wrappng her hands round my neck pulling me down 'i want her but not like this' "no stop"i pull away
"whats wrong i thought this is what you wanted or do you want to go first?"alex looks at me sarcasticly
"no i do want this...you just not like this i-i its hard to explain but i dont want you to be like every other girl"i told her looking away
"why? if you want me im here im not going to let you into my head so you can break me like the rest"alex stormed out the closet back into the lunch hall i ran after her
"alex wait!"i called after her causing people to look at us
"what! you had your chance you said you didnt want it you wont get another"alex picked up her bag walking past me
"go on a date with me!"i shout the room went silent alex turned back to look at me
"what did you just say?"alex asks me looking shocked
"i said go out on a date with me just one give me a chance to show you your not like the rest...please?" she looks around nervously at the people watching
"fine"she sighed "but if you try anything i dont like i know self defence i will break your hands pick me up at 7 and dont be late"alex turned walking away leaving me standing there nodding like an idiot suddenly the room errupted again everyone talking about what just happened.i walk back over to my table sitting down. everybody look at me shocked.
"i thought you didnt date?"gabe asks me quietly
"well she's different i think she's...i dont know"i shake my head
"well as long as she doesnt get in the way of anything you can go with her all you want"jacob tells me not looking at me
"whats that supposed to mean?"
"well you know how girls get once you start paying attention they want to meet your friends come to games parties get in the way of our guy time."
"yeah well if i do ask her to be my girlfriend she can come with me any where she wants cause its got nothing to do with you"i snap at him
"whatever"he mumbles as the bell rings for 5th period i seriously dont even know why im friends with him.
*Alex's p.o.v*
"as soon as i mention i dont have a boyfriend your player side comes out you automatically think im going to sleep with you know dont you?"i asked her
"no no its not like that im-"she was trying to think of something to say but i cut her off
"fine if all you want is too fuck me lets go right now c'mon then"i grab her hand dragging her out the lunch hall into the janitors closet
i push her towards the wall her back hitting off it i lean in towards her
"alex stop"colt whispers i pause for a second before wrappng my hands round her neck pulling her down "no stop" she pulls away from me 'what am i not good enough now'
"whats wrong i thought this is what you wanted or do you want to go first?"i ask her in a sarcastic tone
"no i do want this...you just not like this i-i its hard to explain but i dont want you to be like every other girl"she stuttered looking down 'what so because i choose this not her im not good enough'
"why? if you want me im here im not going to let you into my head so you can break me like the rest"i felt the anger rising again as i walked out the closet
"alex wait!"colt shouted behind me
"what! you had your chance you said you didnt want it you wont get another"i tell her picking up my bag pushing past her
"go on a date with me!"colt shouts the room going dead silent 'is she serious' i turn round shocked
"what did you just say?"i ask her
"i said go out on a date with me just one give me a chance to show you your not like the rest...please?" 'should i?' 'yes' 'but what if this is a trick' 'she seems honest' but why me im nothing special' 'maybe you are to her'
"fine"i sigh "but if you try anything i dont like i know self defence i will break your hands pick me up at 7 and dont be late"i turn walking away hoping that i made the right choice "dont let me down colt"i mutter out loud as the bell rings for class...
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Teen Fictionmeet colt black 16year old lesbian. colt has spent her whole life trying to please her parents who wanted a boy. trying to impress her friend with wild parties and sleeping with girls and now she has met the one girl who cant stand her. ALEX Bradley...
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