Over, and Over Again

Meredith Grey POV

I blink open my eyes to the blinding sun and move my hand up to my pounding head.

"Here drink this." Penny says while handing me a water bottle. I take it and take a few sips then pull it away.

"Thanks." I say I look over to Kyle and see he's still asleep. I then look down to my leg and it's propped up and tied a little tighter.

"I took a little first aid class when I was in college, so I kind of knew what to do." Penny says.

"Uh yeah thanks this is what you're supposed to do." I say and smile.

"How long have I been out?" I ask.

"Uh I don't really know but at least an hour maybe even two hours." I attempt to hand up and I do, but then my leg starts bleeding more.

"Crap." I mutter under my breath.

"What's wrong?" Penny asks and I look up at her.

"I'm gonna need to stitch up my leg or else I'll slowly bleed to death, and without morphine, it freaking hurts." I reply. I get back down on the ground and start going through my bag to pull out supplies.

Once I have everything out I untie the shirt, rip open my pants more around the gunshot and slide on a pair of gloves. I clean up some of the blood and get ready to start. Before I do start, I stick the shirt in my mouth so I have something to bite down on. I stick the needle through my leg to begin stitching it up. I bite down hard on the shirt really hating my life right now.

After I finish my jaw is sore and I'm dizzy again. I pull the shirt out of my mouth and put my medical instruments away.

"that sucked." I say as I'm taking off my gloves.

"Yeah it definitely looked like it did." Penny replied. Then Kyle moves and open his eyes.

"Heyy hey don't move." I say to him as I scoot over.

"There was a plane crash and I had to work on your brain so you could live and your going to be okay as long as you don't move. I'm Dr. Grey but you can call me Meredith okay."

"Okay Meredith."

"Oh Kyle." Penny says as she stokes her sons face.

"Mommy your face is bloody and yours in too Meredith." Penny's eyes water and she bends down to kiss him.

It makes me think of Zola. God I miss her so much right now.

"Hey Kyle I'm going to help you sit up and little bit so you can drink and eat." I secure his head in my hands and tell him to sit up slowly without moving his head.

"Here you go." I say while handing him a pack of pretzels and a water bottle.

"Where's daddy mommy?" Kyle asks Penny and she looks over to me.

"Daddy's sleeping right now sweet heart he got really tired." With that answer Kyle starts to munch on his pretzels and I sit back against the plane.

"Here you should eat something too we all should." I say handing Penny a pack. I grab one too and now we're all sitting against a part of a plane that broke off dining on packs of pretzels and water bottles in the middle of flipping nowhere.

AN: Hey guys sorry this was so short but I just thought this was a good place to end. Thanks for reading hope you liked it ☺️❤️