DISTANCE (Josh Dun x Reader) (SEQUEL) ? idkbrooklyn

-Josh's P.O.V-

Trying to think of the right thing to say, I eventually decide to just improvise it.

I take a deep inhale before exhaling.

"(Y/N)." I lock eyes with my ex.

(Y/N) nods her head, following along.

"I am totally and completely in love with you." I spit out.

She blinks, her (e/c) irises growing larger by the second.

Looking right at me, shocked, she takes a small step back.

I don't blame her, I'm sure she's in disbelief right now.

"I know this all seems random and sudden but if I didn't tell you everything right now, when would I ever find the right time?" I admit.

"I came up with so many reasons to not tell you how I felt, I put off talking to you for so long just so I didn't have to face this moment just because I was scared. And, although right now I'm absolutely petrified, nothing is going to stop me from telling you how I feel about you."

(Y/N) clears her throat before replying.

"W-Well...go on. Say it. Say what you need to say." She commands.

"I need to tell you that...I wasn't ready to be apart from you after being so attatched to you for months. Being on the other side of the world while you were here made me anxious for some reason. It was as if I was homesick for a person. I was homesick for you."

(Y/N) eyes become glossy as tears start to fill the ins of her eyes.

Rain starts to pour down on the both of us.

-Your P.O.V-

Anything I needed to say or ask needed to be said right now.

"Josh...I'm so sorry that I wasn't there whenever you'd call or try to communicate with me. That was my fault and yeah, I was busy but I should've tried harder. But, Josh, I've lost so many people. I don't want to lose you again. If our relationship didn't work the first time, what's going to make it work this time?" I ask him, feeling the rain drip down along my face with my own tears.