Forever&Always

Its been months since i last saw Harry, My life took the turn for the worst, my mom who kicked me out of the house died in a carcrash, my brother hung himself and my dad has been deployed to Afghanistan for a 8 months mission, Ive been left in my own little world, Could anything get much worse?

Soha hugged me tightly,

"Im so sorry beautiful" She whispered.

"Its okay," I lied, my heart aching, "Lets go see our boyfriends" I smiled, just remembering his smile.

We walked down to the fountain studios, fans screaming for Harry, posters reading, "Marry me Niall, Harry, Zayn, Liam Louis" I laughed, it was only then i realised how famous they were.

"Beth and Soha" Soha smiled at the receptionist.

"Yes Soha you can go up, Im sorry Bethan your not on the guest list" The receptionist sighed.

"What? Thats impossible Harry booked me" I laughed.

"Your not on the liss, mam" She repeated herself,

"Its fine she's with me" a boy in a stripy blue top smiled,

"Thankyou" I mouthed.

When we got to the changing room, i saw Harry in the corner of the room tweeting,

"Hi" I smiled, he looked up and smiled. His face had changed, his hair had changed, his style had changed.

"Hi Beth" He smiled hugging me.

"Hi" I sighed, sitting on the chair, envious of Zayn and Sohas relationship, cuddling kissing, and here i was feeling like shit.

"You ok?" He asked.

"Im fine." I snapped.

"What the fuck is wrong with you?" Harry shouted.

"You want to know ey? Well my mom died, my brother died, my dad is back in afghanistan, my own boyfriend is disowning me"

"Disowning you? What?!" He yelled.

"YOU DIDNT PUT ME ON THE GUEST LIST, IF IT WASNT FOR LOUIS ID BE STUCK OUT IN THE RAIN" I yelled at him, tears down my cheeks.

"Im so sorry" He shook his head.

"I dont care" I hissed.

I stood up and grabbed my bag, 

"Goodbye" I hissed, the tears still falling freely down my face.

"But i love you Bethan" Harry screamed, tears forming in his eyes.

"NO YOU DONT, DONT LIE ANYMORE" I screamed, every word i said made my heart break even more.

"Its over" He yelled down the corridor.

I kept walking, telling myself it was Ok, it was...

I stopped suddenly, falling to my knees, the pain in my heart tearing me down, i lay on the floor sobbing,

"Beth!" Soha yelled, her long hair tickling my cheeks,

"Babe im so sorry" She whispered, wiping the tears away from my eyes.

slowly she hieved me up, pulling me into a tight hug.

"Dont you worry, were going to go for a vacation to America for a few months, you'll get over him" She smiled, wiping my fringe to the side.