Forever&Always

Minutes dripped by like hours, my heart thudding fast,

"New message" Suddenly flashed on my screen, 

"SOHA READ IT" I whispered, warely she reached for my phone and unlocked it, her head swaying side to side as she read it, a small frown appeared on her face.

"He just wanted to say he loves you, but doesnt know if it will ever work"

My world fell apart, I loved him so much, why couldnt he see that?

"Im going to see Zayn" Soha smiled, shoving her beach bag on her shoulder, and driving the ferrari away from the villa, i made my way into the house and walked into the bathroom. Looking in the mirror, my hair fell over my pale skin, i turned on the cold tap and let the water flow into my hands before rubbing it over my cheeks, the instant coolness making me come aware of the situation, I pulled the locket from around my kneck, the picture of me and Harry, i smiled as i cupped it in my hand. I let the cold water run in the bath until it was 3/4 full and stepped in, my whole body frozen within seconds, i was stripped down to my vestop and pants, my brown wavy hair, now a darkish brown floating mysteriously on the top of the water, slowly i slipped down into the bath, still clutching onto my locket, my life was in my hands, slowely i emmerged under the water, the cold hitting the top of my head, very quickly i was losing constiouncess.

My eyes were still open, as my body hit the bottom of the bath, my body was too weak to lift me back up, the lights above my head blurred when i heard faded footsteps,

"BETHAN NO BETHAN"It was Harry, what was he doing here, i needed to get up, to see him, but i couldnt? What has happened? I can feel my body being lifted out of the water,my lifeless body hanging in his strong arms, was..was i dead?

Carefully Harry put my blue body on the tiled floor, wrapping a white fluffy towel around my body, hugging my tight as he salty tears dripped on my face,

"Bethan, i do love you, please i love you" He cried, my body made no response, i could speak, my eyes felt open but they werent, i WAS dead.

I felt fingers on my kneck, those belonging to Soha,

"Oh my god, she's dead" She cried out in agony, Zayn trying to comfort her, but tears falling from his face aswell, When Louis rang the ambulance, i knew i was dead, Harry didnt want to let go when they came with a stretcher, he refused.

"If i said i loved her, she wouldnt of done it, would she?" He sobbed onto Louis chest,

"Mate, dont blame yourself" He cried.

Although my body was gone, i was still standing there.. watching. I walked towards Harry, and kissed him.

"Does..does it feel like someones in the room with us?" Harry asked, his eyes scanning around the room.

"No mate" Zayn comforted.

Could he feel my presence? I walked towards him, i whispered in his ear,

"Im still here" His face went white, 

"Its like she's still here" He whispered.

I tried to shake his body, shout, scream but nothing, i became frustrated with myself that i could do nothing in this ghostly body, "WHY CANT YOU HEAR ME" I shouted at the top of my voice.

"He cant hear you, your dead" A voice spoke.

"Mom?" I turned around to see her smiling, sitting on some sort of rocking chair, sipping her coffee.

"Yes darlin'?" She whispered,"I cant stay long, but i love you, i didnt mean what i said before, you know i care about you, your still young you can go back to Harry, you have to find away to make him fall in love with you for a month, and then you can go back, to show love lives on, if not.. your trapped here...forever" She whispered, her body fading.

"NO MOM"I shouted, crying on my knees.

"I love you" echoed.

I looked back around, i was sitting on the bath, still in this trapped body, i stood up quickly knocking the shampoo bottles, making Harry come running,

"What the hell" He whispered, his eyes red and puffy from crying,

"Its ok, go sit back down with Zayn" Soha smiled, her eyes also puffy.

As he left, Soha shut the door, and sat on the floor,

"Beth..I know your still here, i know you can hear me, Just do something so i know" She frowned, looking around the room expecting me to pop out from anywhere,

"Just know i Love you, the boys love you, Harry loves you, Just..return if possible" She sighed, shutting the door on me, making my own ghostly tears fall down my face.