it was like getting lost in the desert and hoping, preying to god that you'll come across water before you dehydrate and die, and instead of finding a river or pond or even a puddle, you come across the ocean. a whole fucking sea filled with water. and you want so badly to be happy, but it's hard because you know you can't have a drop of it. so much water and all you can do is just stare at it while your insides slowly dry out
