MISS YOU, HAD PLANS FOR US

[ If you want to get hurt and feel with Chris, here is my recommendation;
listen to moondust by Jaymes Young while reading this chapter. ]

"Who is it?" William asks me. "Emma?"
I look him in the face and knit my eyebrows.
"No, it's a message from Eva."
"Eva Mohn? I thought it was a phase to be in love with her."
"It was."

I unlock my screen and read her reply.

"Man, forget her!" William tell me and smoke his cigarette.
"I already did." I roll my eyes and put my phone back.
I don't have a 'fake crush' on her anymore, don't worry William.
I kinda even feel more.
Oh, I mean felt more.
"So why are you asking her about a meet?"
"I miss her. What's wrong with that?"
"Did you just said that-"
"That I like her as a friend? Yes."

"Are you in the mood for McDonalds or something?" I ask Emma, when I pick her up from Nissen.
We are sitting in my car.
"No, I am in a mood for something different."
She chuckles and kisses me. Her tongue penetrates my mouth and her lips bites mine.
"Emma not here." I interrupt her.
"You are right. People are looking." My girlfriend chuckles and points at the people, who are standing at the school yard.
There are some people, that I even know.
Some girls I hooked up with, some boys I was in trouble with.
Even she is at the schoolyard.
Eva Kviig Mohn is sitting on the stairs with Jonas I-don't-know-his-last-name.
The couple is staring at us.

"Please stop bother me, "we" are over"

I just asked her for a meet.
For a simple meet.
We could be friends, why are you afraid of me?
Is your life only about Jonas now?

"I don't understand what you found on her."
The short-hair-girl next to me, say.
"Hmm?" I turn my head to Emma." What do you mean?"
"I am talking about this Eva girl.
She seems very popular. But I don't know, she is so cliché."
"Cliché?"
"Playing off that she doesn't has feelings for her ex, hooked up with lots of boys and suddenly she ended up with her ex again."
"What's the problem?" I ask Emma.
Yes Christoffer, what's the problem?
"The thing is, that I don't like her. She gets everything what she wants."

"I know Eva for a few years now, and she is very kind. She isn't this drama girl who wants attention. She is sometimes shy, sometimes sarcastically and sometimes ... Eva."
I tell her and smile.
Emma raises her right eyebrow and looks at me. "You had a relationship with her, or?"
I quickly shake my head. "No, we were never together."

Emma seems confused. She put her phone out and shows me a picture.
It was a screenshot of Christina Berg's Instagram.
A post she posted.
The picture from Eva's birthday party.
The picture where Eva sat on my lap.

"We were just friends." I tell Emma.
Were.
"Didn't you hooked up with her?"
"Yes. But I also hooked up with her!"
I point at a random girl, passed by my car.
I try to distract Emma from other questions about my and Eva's past.
It's even true, I hooked up with this random girl, who just passed by.
Maybe one year ago, at a random party?

"Wow, Penetrator Chris." Emma chuckles.
"I am glad, that you can penetrate me now."
She says and kisses me.
In the inside of me, I couldn't believe what she had just said. I know, every girl is different, but this girl is extra.
I never met a girl who is that needy.
And I met a lot of girls.

"You are mine now. Only mine." Emma says.
She took my hand and closed her hand around mine.

"Yours." I repeat and look to my feets.

Then, I look at Eva and Jonas again.
But I shouldn't have.

They are making out.
A weird feeling came by and I felt immediately jelousy.

"I am yours. Forever." I tell Emma again and kiss her on the lips.

I start the car and drive Emma and me to Emma's place.
I should stop bother you? Okay, Eva.
If you want that, I will do it.
Next two streets away, I parked the car and we went in Emma and her parent's flat.
We enter Emma's room and she literally tore my shirt from my body and attacks me with kisses.
"I want you. I fucking want you right now."
She mumbles and pushes me on her bed.

It's still the same day; Now I am with Emma in her bed and we are cuddling.
I watch my girlfriend while she is playing with my hand.
"Don't we have a beautiful lovestory?" She asks me.
"Lovestory?" I reply.
"We fell in love with each other at the first sight."
I am silent.
"Don't we?" She asks.
"Mhhm, we fell in love with each other at the first sight." I answer and kiss her forehead.
"I always fell for the wrong person. At first, I thought Isak is the one. And then I met Jonas and everything changed."
She mumbles. "But then, I saw you, and I didn't knew a Jonas anymore."
I smile.

"And you, Chris?"

"Nothing spechial. It was really similar to your story. I thought I was in love with the wrong person too."

I place my hand on her cheek and touch her soft skin.
"We found each other. No one can destroy us." Emma whispers.
I swallow my spit and nod.

"Good night, Chris."
"Natta, gf."

Emma fell asleep faster than me.
But I am glad;
so she couldn't see my tears in my eyes.

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