Something Else... (TMNT Leo X Reader) (Edited)

"F-E-A-R has two meanings,
'Forget Everything And Run' or 'Face Everything And Rise'

As the saying goes, you think about your past.

Your family..

Your friends..

Arguing with Leonardo.. You shake your head and sigh, you've killed innocent people and now your friend turns against you. Maybe Leonardo was right, you've killed more than you think, and he watched as you kill a family.. just like yours. "Who am I kidding? I'll never want to go back.. I'll probably get killed." You said as you look at your reflection in the river, you narrowed your eyes and swiped a paw on your reflection despite the fact that your mind was protesting about something.

Luria and Dusk were at the cave, with fresh deer meat, though you didn't want to eat. The wind blew gently at your gray fur and let it sway slightly, you put your ears down and let a tear roll down your cheek.

"[Y/N]?" The soft voice of Luria made you turn around, the white wolf had some deer meat in front of her. "Don't you want to eat? You haven't eaten in like an hour," She said worriedly while pushing the deer meat in front closer to you, you fold your ears back. "What's bothering you?"

"N-Nothing.." You stuttered. Never mind the fact that I'm facing the truth here You said in your mind, the white wolf wasn't convinced.

"Are you sure?" She urges, you look slightly to your side. "Come on [Y/N], I'm worried about you," She added softly. "You haven't talked to us in a while."

"It's... Just.. I'm facing reality.." She looked at you confused.

"What do you mean?" Luria asked, "You're just like me and Dusk."

"You won't really.. Understand.." You said, "I don't wanna talk about it.."

"Well. How else can I understand?" She smirked, trying to lighten the mood. You gave a small sad smile.

"Fine. But.. Don't judge?" You said.

"Of course." Luria smiled.

Meanwhile...

"Leo, why are we here again?" Raph groaned as they stopped near a forest, Leo looked at him with his arms crossed.

"To find [Y/N]. What else?" Leo mumbles.

"How will we find her in there?" Mikey asked, pointing out that the forest could be bigger than they thought, Leo frowns.

"We'll split up. But we'll keep our T-Phones close so we can tell if either of us if we had any luck." The leader explains, they all nod hesitantly. "Okay. Let's go." Leo goes to the south side, Raph goes to the west side, Donnie goes east and Mikey goes north. The birds were chirping around the blue clad turtle, and the wind was making his bandanna tails sway slightly in the wind.

"Come on [Y/N], you couldn't go that far... would you?" He mumbled, then suddenly he heard faint voices in the distance.

"And.. That's pretty much how I'm facing the truth here."

"Oh. Well, it shouldn't be a big deal. I mean, he couldn't mean it would he?"

"It looks like he meant it. Besides, I'm a murderer."

The leader gasped and he remembered everything when he heard the name..

"What will you do now [Y/N]?"

"I don't know.. Maybe stay here."

"Doesn't Leo want what's best for you?"

"He does but... He thinks I'm a monster now."

"Does [Y/N] really think that?" The leader mutters, he followed the voices and ended up seeing you with a white wolf, he gritted his teeth slightly and narrowed his eyes. "Who is she? And what is she doing?" Leo asked himself.

"He might be overeacting. He cares about you right?" Luria said, you sighed.

"Well.. He does but, does he still care about me now?"

"I'm sure he does."

"Step away from her." The very familiar voice of Leonardo makes you flinch and look at him with your eyes wide, "If you lay a paw on her I'm gonna-"

"Leo!" Suddenly Leo's hothead brother comes and takes out his sais, "Why didn't you call!?"

"I was busy!" The leader shouted back, then turned to you and Luria. "[Y/N], who's this?" You narrowed your eyes.

"What are you doing here Leo?" You asked coldly, turning your back against him. "Aren't you suppose to live without me?" The leader shows sadness in his eyes.

"[Y/N].. Please.. I'm sorry.." Leo starts sadly, tears starting to roll down his cheeks, "I was dumb, I was stupid and-"

"Forget it Leo! Do you have any idea of how hard you hurt my feelings!? Do you?!" You yelled angrily, he flinched.

"I do! And I'm sorry!"

"Sorry? Answer this. Do. You. Recall. What. You. Did. To. Me?" You were now facing him with narrowed eyes. He was silent, "Answer me, Leonardo." That was the first time you said his full name, he started crying and shook his head.

"I-I do... I called you a monster.. I'm very sorry.. Please.." His voice was breaking, and his mask was dampened by tears. "[Y/N] please I-" Then suddenly chains wrapped around your neck and legs, you trash around trying to break free. "[Y/N]!" The chains tied tighter and tighter and pulled you down, the chains were held by none other than Foot soldiers and Rahzar.

"Don't let her go! Master Shredder wants her alive!" Rahzar shouts to the others, then a Foot soldier shot a tranquilizer dart at you. Your vision started to get blurry and after a few seconds before you pass out you heard Leo shout your name.

"[Y/N]!"

Then you black out, then Rahzar steps forward. "Our job here is done. Bring her to the van!" The mutant dog ordered, the Foot soldiers nodded and carried you to the van.

"NO! [Y/N]!" Leo tried to reach for you but Foot soldiers blocked his way and pushed him back, "NO!" He shouted desperately.

"Master Shredder will be happy about this, his plan is almost a success." Rahzar mutters, then turns to Leo and his brothers. "You will never find her again turtles. But if you will, she'll be dead by then." After that, Rahzar nods to Tigerclaw who was holding a bomb, and throws it at the turtles.

A huge black cloud surrounded the turtles and they coughed the smoke then ran, with that done Rahzar and Tigerclaw leave to the van to tell Shredder about the successful mission.

The turtles ran back to the Shellraiser and panted, "Dudes! They got [Y/N]!" Mikey cried, Donnie puts his head down and Raph closes his eyes and shakes his head. The blue clad turtle was fuming with rage and he turned to his brothers.

"We have to save her," He says, "No matter what it takes."

"Leo, we don't even have a plan!" Raphael points out, "How could we possibly save [Y/N] without a plan?!"

"Simple. We break into Shredder's hideout, take down the guards and save [Y/N]." Leo mumbles simply, though he sounded more like Raph at this situation.

"Now you sound like Raph." Mikey mumbles, Leo gave him a glare which made the youngest turtle whimper.

"How can we find her?" That question catches Leo off guard, he was so focused on finding you he forgot how to track you down. The second youngest turtle looks at his T-Phone and types some things, then his T-phone dinged. "Guys! I found out where they took her!"

"But.. How?" Raph asked surprised, though there was a hint of relief in his voice.

"Remember that device on [Y/N] I told you about? I was able to hack into it and made it like a tracking device for [Y/N], took a while but it was worth it." Donnie says happily, and smiled.

"Great work Donnie. Okay, we save [Y/N] tomorrow. Let's get back to the lair now."

A/N: Woah! This is the longest chapter I have ever made(So far) :D Anyways, I let you guys get suspicious with a cliffhanger ;) Just a tiny cliffhanger for ya XD Okay bye! By the way, the last chapter is the next :O