imagines | c.g

Warning this imagine contains rape

positive , that word rang through my head . I put the pregnancy test down and fell too my knees . I cried and cried . How would Carl think of this ?
Carl wasn't father material , he has money due too his business which is selling weapons and drugs, but that's something you don't want a child too live by .

I was in my room thinking about how I was gonna tell Carl . I heard my phone ring , speaking of Carl . I watch his ID caller as it rang , 'my babyyyy' I picked up my phone and answered it .

Phone call -

Carl : hey baby I was thinking if you wanted too go to our hill later .

Y/n : s-sure , at what time ?

Carl : 12 at night , im bringing blunts and condoms .

Y/n : wow the first time we use condoms .

Carl : I know I'm surprised you're not pregnant yet

His words rang through my head if only you knew

Carl : baby you there ?

Y/n : yeah sorry. Anyways I'll see you at 12 then ?

Carl : I'm coming too your house at 11

Y/n : okay bye i love you baby

Carl : bye I love you princess

I hung up I saw it was 8 so I laid in bed and watched Netflix and wondered how I was gonna tell Carl .
I looked at the clock 10:30 , shit I ran too my closet and brought out sweats and a black t-shirt . I tied the front of my shirt and put my hair into a bun . I looked at my self in the mirror and then over at my reflective stomach . I rubbed it I love you I whispered as if the baby can hear . I saw my phone go on - it was a text from Carl .

my babyyyy - get your sweet ass down here, I'm here .

I giggled at this but quickly stopped as I started too grow nervous . I entered the car , Carl leaned in too give me a kiss , I flinched but kissed back . I pulled away and Carl have me a confused look . "Let's go" I said trying to avoid questions . He drove - the only thing being heard was the music from Carl's phone that was plugged in the aux cord . His fingers drew circles on my clothed thighs .

We arrived at our hill . We came here too do do everything and when we wanted too get away from reality . This was actually the place I lost my virginity in - with Carl of course .

Carl took out a blunt and lit it . He placed it at his lips , then took it out , I looked at the smoke , they were shaped in perfect smoke rings . He handed me the blunt I denied it knowing too well this can affect the baby . "I don't want some" "why" "cause Carl I don't" . He was confused at my outburst but shrugged it off . He put out the blunt and threw it outside . His hand that already was on my thigh raised higher . I hesitantly took his hand off . He put his hand back this time higher . His hand played with the hem of my sweats  . While his other hand reached reached the hem of my shirt . I put put my hands at took his off . "Okay what the fuck is wrong with you ?" "Nothing." I knew there was gonna be a huge argument . "Don't fucking say it's nothing , I'm being serious y/n what the hell is wrong with you ?" "Is that all you think about , sex ? Just cause I don't want too have sex doesn't-" he cut me off , "you always let me touch you all of a sudden you don't ?" He raised his voice . I gave him silence as a response . I flinched as I saw him hit the steering wheel . "Answer me y/n" "I'm pregnant" I looked over at his reaction . His eyes widened at my response . "How is that possible , my pull out game is always strong" I cringed at his response . "Guess it wasn't this time." We sat there in silence till a few minutes after he spoke , "you're not keeping it are you ? You're getting an abortion right?" his words ran through my head . I sighed . "I'm keeping it Carl, with or without you" he huffed at my response . It hurt too say that , I don't want too leave him . His next words left me in shock "get out of the car" "what" "I said get out of the car." Tears were threatening too fall . I did as he said . We looked at each other one last time through the car window as he drove off . I was now lonely in a hill, with a baby in my stomach . I started walking home . Tears were running down my face . I looked over too my side as I saw a white van pull over . I ignored it . In the corner of my eye I saw 3 guys come out . I ignored it till I felt a grip on my waist . "What's a little girl like you doing here alone ?" One guy said . I was scared , scared if one wrong movement I can lose the baby . "Leave me alone" I whimpered . "You're so sexy" as another guy tried taking off my shirt . "Please stop" I cried . He succeeded taking off my shirt . I looked around , I saw the streets were lonely , no one could help me . Another yanked my bra off , they kicked their lips as my breast were visible too them . They yanked me too the van . Screaming for help was just being heard as they were having there way with me . When they were done they pushed me outside and left me on the ground and they drove off . I saw blood running down my legs . I was mortified I didn't know what this meant . I screamed in pain as I laid on the sidewalk . I heard a car pullover  and saw a lady come out of it . "Honey are you okay?" I was growing dizzy from the loss of blood . Her words were being heard as if she was far away . Blackness then hit me .

I woke up in white sheets . I looked around and noticed I was in a hospital bed . I heard someone come through the door it was a nurse . "Good you're awake I'll go get the doctor" with that she walked out . A doctor came in "how are you feeling ?" He asked . "Okay I guess" he looked down then up at me , "I'm sorry to inform you miss but what you experienced was a miscarriage" my eyes widened at his words . Tears were falling down my face . I screamed I was heartbroken . "We tried contacting the father but he wouldn't answer his calls, I'm very sorry for your loss, I'll give you a moment" he left . I sobbed and screamed this can't be true . After I calmed down a bit the doctor came back . "You're assigned too leave today" I nodded . I felt weak but I stood up .

I got home and went into my room . Only a 16 year old that's always alone since my parents weren't always home. I felt empty . I lost my baby and the person I love in the same day .

I heard my phone ring , 'Debbieee my best fwiend' I answered .

Phone call -

Debbie - y/n I'm so sorry for your lost , I heard what happened I tried telling Carl but he said he didn't want too hear it .

Y/n - there's no point in telling him we broke up .

Debbie - Ima go pick you up so we can hang in my house okay ?

Y/n - okay bye

Debbie - love you

Y/n - love you too

I got in Debbie's car and we drove back too her house . We entered and I saw Carl sitting on the couch with Dom . His hand over her shoulder . I felt like crying but I sucked it up . "Wanna eat something ?" Debbie asked as we headed too the kitchen . I nodded . We sat in the table as we ate . I looked over at Carl and Dom . He kissed her cheek and she giggled . He looked happy . "Y/n don't stress it , they ain't gonna last long" I looked over at Debbie . I nodded . "Ima go talk too Carl" Debbie hesitantly nodded her head . I stood up and walked in front of Carl and Dom . He looked at me and I glared at him . "Just hear this out , that night you left me in the middle of no where when I was carrying your fucking baby I was raped and guess what I lost that baby , be happy that you won't have too pay for child support" he was loss for words . "Y/n-" "save it have fun with her with her, hope you're happy" with that I ran out the door . No more Carl Gallagher . Or at least that's what y/n thought .