imagines | c.g

5 months later -

It's been 5 months since I last stepped in the Gallagher household , last since I talked too Carl .

I'm still copping from the miscarriage but I was doing okay . Carl on the other hand was enjoying life with his new lover , Dominique . Carl and I still watch each other during school . It hurt seeing him with Dominique but he was happy and that's something I can't change .

My alarm clock rang "fuck" I cursed . I don't wanna go too school . For clothes I put on my usual , black sweats with a grey t-shirt tied in the front . I went too the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror , my hands gripped on the sink . I use too be so confident , I'm not the prettiest girl but I'm not the ugliest - that's what I use too think of myself now I think I look like complete shit . Maybe cause I had Carl spoil me with compliments all day everyday now I have no one . I shook my head and headed out the door .

I arrived at school . Everybody knew about the raping situation and the miscarriage situation so every time I would come too school a few people would ask me if I'm doing okay which was nice . I walked over too my locker and opened it when I felt a body press on the other locker beside me I knew very well who it was . "Luis what do you want" I sighed . He's been trying too get with me ever since Carl and I broke up but unfortunately unlike Carl I still had feelings for him . "Y/n I came too ask you if you wanted too you go on a date with me ?" I looked at him and smiled . Luis wasn't ugly in fact he was cute . My hand reached his face and pinched his cheek, "you won't stop till I say yes huh" "who would? you're gorgeous" I felt my face heat up at his comment . His finger went on my chin and picked my head up . "It's true y/n" over the corner of my eye I saw Carl and Dominique . Carl couldn't keep his eyes off us . I know he heard everything . Luis put a strand of hair behind my ear . We were leaning in till Carl interrupted . "Ay what's up Luis" "what's up" Carl took a quick glimpse at me then back at Luis . "Got plans today ?" "Yah sorry dawg gotta take this beautiful gorgeous girl out" I looked at Luis and smiled . Carl saw this and he frowned but quickly hid it . "Well bye Luis I'll see you at 8 right" "yah at 8 babygirl" I bit my lip and kissed his cheek . While I was a gap away from them Luis yelled at me "what was that for ?!" He said smiling like an idiot . "I don't know maybe you'll get more then just a kiss on the cheek today !" and with that I walked away I'm forcing myself too like someone that I don't like .

Carl's pov -

"So y'all like dating or shit ?" I asked Luis . "Nah we ain't dating but hopefully I do get more then just kiss a on the cheek , gotta get that pussy" he said licking his lips . I cringed at his response . "But Ima use a condom this time don't wanna get her pregnant again" I was trying hard not too break his neck I was panting hard . "The girls a handful just saying" I don't know why but I didn't want Luis and y/n to be together . I can't stand her moving on I don't want her moving on . It may sound cocky cause I have a girlfriend but y/n I don't want her moving on . "I know how too handle chicks trust" "I guess" "well gotta go bye" Luis said and we did our handshake .

Y/n's pov

I got home from school and got into the shower . After I was done I dried my hair and put on a red lacy bra and black underwear . For my outfit I put on a black tight dress . I looked at myself in the mirror and I frowned . This was Carl's favorite dress on me .

flashback

"Carl I don't know what too wear !" Carl just looked at me and rolled his eyes . He went over too my closet and looked over my closet till he stumbled across a black tight mini dress .
He didn't hesitate to throw it at me so I can wear it . "Wear that" I looked at the dress and scanned it . "Carl I don't know I don't have the bod-" "shut up don't say that shit , you're like a model look at you you're fucking sexy" I sighed knowing there wasn't a point too argue with Carl .
I slipped on the dress , it hugged my curves perfectly . Carl looked at me and licked his lips "fuck" he muttered . He stood up and walked over too me . His breath hit my neck . "We're not going out tonight , plans are canceled , we're fucking" his fingers tugged on the bottom of my dress . "Carl no we're going out" "no" after 20 minutes of convincing him he just agreed with me . "promise me something" I nodded and he continued " you're wearing that often" he said kissing my neck .
Since that day , every time Carl and I had plans he would tell me too wear that dress so I did it became his favorite .

flashback over

Quit thinking of him , he's the reason why you lost you're baby and the reason why you were raped I sighed at my thoughts . I looked at the time and saw it was 7 , fuck he's coming in a hour . I put on light makeup and black high heels . My phone vibrated and I walked over too it . It was Luis .

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Luis - I'm here

y/n - I'm coming

I headed out the door and walked in to Luis's car .His eyes traveled my body "Fuck don't be surprised if I can't keep my hands off you" I giggled at his remark . "You don't look too bad yourself" he smirked and leaned over too my ear "you mean I look hot" his cockiness reminded me so much of Carl . "Hm something like that" he smirked at my words . Through out the whole car ride it was silent , his hand was in my inner thigh rubbing them . We arrived at a abandon park . What the hell ? I looked around and saw there was no one . I looked at Luis and gave him a confused look . "Why are we here ?" "So we can fuck" my eyes widened , what the fuck . I shook my head no , "Luis we're not havi-" "you have no choice" he leaned in and sucked on my neck harshly . His hand grabbed the bottom of my dress and tried pulling it up . His grip was hard so I couldn't get out of it . "Stop" I whimpered but it was no use his hand was already up my dress touching my sensitive part . I cried for help but no one came . It was that day all over again . That's until I heard a car come in the park . I recognized the familiar car . Carl . Luis didn't notice but all I could do is wonder why he was here . Luis sucked on my breast harshly and I cried . The car door opened that was in the side of Luis . His hands left my body as he was dragged out .
I was sobbing as Carl kicked Luis in the stomach blood gushing out I was too terrified too do anything . My sobbing grew louder . I felt a pair of hands grab on my waist and pull me out . Carl looked down at my teary face and he frowned . He pulled me into his car and he drove away leaving Luis in pain . Though out the car ride it was silent I was too scared to speak . Courage then build on me and I spoke , "why'd you come ?" he stopped the car in a dark alley . He looked down as his hands gripped the steering wheel . There's was still no response coming out of his mouth it was starting too fill me with anger . "For fuck sakes Carl why'd you come ?!" I raised my voice . He sighed and looked up at me "I can't stand the thought of you with someone else" his response left me speechless . I sighed "but you could get with a fucking girl and me I can't fucking move on ?" "No you can't" he said simply . "You shouldn't care of who I get with you have Dom , you literally got with her the next day I was raped and when I lost my-" he grabbed on my wrist harshly . "DON'T YOU FUCKING THINK I REGRET THAT" he was panting . His harsh grip cause me too whimper . He saw this and let go . Tears came out of my eyes . "Why'd you leave me ?" I cried and he stood silent . "I spent 5 months trying too forget everything that happened that day , it was the worst day of my life but you I expected you too at least have sympathy for me but know you forgot about me the next fucking day" I saw his eyes were watery . "I love you y/n , I love you so damn much , I can't ever get you out of my mind-when I saw you were going out on a date with Luis I got pissed so pissed I knew what Luis was gonna try too do ." Now it was my turn too stay silent . "Y/n say something" "I love you Carl but you le-" "don't say it , I know what I did but you're mine" he pulled me in for a hug I hugged back and cried on his shoulder . After a few minutes we pulled away and we looked at each other . He stared at my lips as I stared at his . Moments after we crashed our lips together . We pulled away and he asked "so are we back together ?" I giggled and pulled him in for another kiss .