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~Chapter 4~ Positive.

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~Your POV~

"What are you talking about Felix??? What is wrong?? Did something happen? Are you sick or dying or something?" I was worried. He never talks like this. My thoughts running my mind a million miles an hour.

"What are you talking about Y/N? I'm not dying, or sick. Calm down, quiet down, and listen to me would ya. I'm not trying to be an ass or anything. I just worry about you Y/N. I don't want to see you hurt. So I need you to listen to me, Mark and Jack are great guys, but i don't want something to happen."

"I don't understand Felix, are one of them going to kill me in my sleep?"

"Are you really that Daft Y/N? Have you not noticed the way they look at you? It's not some kind of "Fan Girl Googly Eyes" Y/N. They both have strong feelings for you and Neither of them seem to care to try hiding it. I don't want them fighting, but I sure as hell don't want you pulled into the middle of it, because the only way this will end is everyone hurt. Two friends no longer talking anymore, and one amazing beautiful, kind hearted girl with a shattered heart. I don't want to see that. They want to fight about their feelings I can't stop them. If they end up hating each other, as much as it would suck, there isn't anything I can really do about that. But you. I can at least try to keep you safe from it all."

"Felix, I think you are completely delusional. You should probably go get checked out because you kind sir, are seeing things that are not even there. There is no way a single one of you gorgeous men have "Romantic" feelings for me."

"DAMMIT Y/N WOULD YOU LISTEN TO ME FOR ONCE IN YOUR LIFE! ALL I AM TRYING TO DO IS KEEP YOU SAFE AND ALL YOU ARE DOING IS CRACKING DAM JOKES! YOU THINK THIS IS FUNNY?! YOU THINK I WILL THINK IT IS FUNNY WHEN I AM THE ONE PICKING UP THE PIECES WHEN ONE OF THEM BREAK YOUR HEART?! YOU THINK I WILL FIND IT AMUSING STAYING WITH YOU FOR GOD KNOWS HOW LONG UNTIL I CAN TRUST FOR YOU TO START FUNCTIONING NORMALLY AGAIN, AND THEN AFTER FINALLY BEING ABLE TO GO HOME, WORRYING ABOUT YOU EVERY DAM DAY AND CALLING YOU EVERY NIGHT TO MAKE SURE YOUR ALRIGHT?! NONE OF IT WILL BE FUNNY! YOU'LL BE CRUSHED AND I DON'T KNOW IF I WILL KNOW HOW TO MAKE IT BETTER AND THAT WILL KILL ME!"

By this time hes screaming at the top of his lungs at me. Thankfully the recording rooms we all use are sound proof because they do not need to be in the middle of this. The more he yelled the more upset I got. The more upset I got the more angry I got, Until I couldn't take it anymore. For the first time in 5 years, with tears in my eyes and fire behind them, I snapped.

"WELL YOU KNOW WHAT FELIX?! I NEVER ASKED FOR YOU TO BE THERE! IF IT WOULD BE SO BAD FOR YOU MAYBE JUST MAYBE YOU SHOULD FORGET ABOUT ME AND MOVE ON WITH YOUR LIFE! IF WORRYING ABOUT ME IS SO BAD MAYBE YOU JUST SHOULDN'T! AND DON'T FEED ME THE "I CAN'T HELP BUT WORRY Y/N" BULL SHIT BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO HEAR! YOU WON'T HAVE ME AROUND TO BE ABLE TO WORRY ABOUT. YOU WIN FELIX! YOU GET WHAT YOU WANT! IT'S A PRETTY SIMPLE FIX! NO Y/N, NO WORRYS! GOOD BYE FELIX!"

I am done. I will not be an inconvenience in anyone's life. If I am such a problem then I don't need to be around. I stormed upstairs with Felix yelling after me, but I slammed the bedroom door and locked it behind me. Moments after locking it, there was a knock on the door.

"GO AWAY!" I yelled as I threw my stuff back into my suitcase.

"Y/N I'm sorry. Don't be like this, open the door and talk to me please" Felix pleaded.

"I Don't Want To Talk! I Want Left Alone!" I shouted. Felix got quiet and then I started hearing a quiet conversation going on in the hall. Mark and Jack must be done recording. I heard Mark tell Felix to go take a walk for a little while, and that they would talk to me. They can try, but I'm done. I'm leaving. I will find somewhere to stay long enough for me to get through tomorrow's charity event but after that, I'm booking the soonest one way ticket home. I finished packing my things waiting for a knock to come to my door, but it didn't happen. Maybe they all get the point. I want left alone. I grabbed all of my bags, unlocking the door and started pulling them behind me. I found that "Uber" thing Jack used and had a car on the way already. I pulled most of my bags out the door when the Uber pulled up. I have no idea where Mark and Jack are and honestly at this moment I don't care. They are not here trying to stop me which makes this all a lot easier. I told the driver I would be right back down I just had to go grab my purse, wallet, and charger from upstairs. I grabbed them off the bed, and walked out of my room, that now looks like it was never used, and walked out into the hallway pulling the door shut behind me. I made it to the stairs when the recording room door opened and out stepped Jack and Mark.

"Where are ye going Y/N?" Jack looked at me, then my purse. I am not going through this right now.

"Out." I stated.

"Ok, where ya headed? Are you OK? Do you want to talk?" Mark looked suspiciously at me.

"Ok, You want to talk, Fine. I have One Question for the two of you."

"Ok shoot." Jack said like he was ready for whatever I dished out at him.

"Do either one of you have any kind of feelings for me? Like "Romantic" Feelings." Just the looks on their faces I knew the truth. Felix was right and that just angered me more. They couldn't even answer me, Jack looked down to his feet and Mark rubbed the back of his neck.

"That's what I..." I was cut off my Felix walking in the house yelling for Mark. I turned and walked down the steps, as Felix was yelling for Mark again

"MMMAAARRKK WHO'S CAR IS OUT SIDE??" He Yelled right as i made it to the bottom of the stairs and he saw me. He walked over to me.

"Y/N I'm so sorry. I don't know what came over me. Your not a bother. Your... Wait where are you going?"

I didn't answer him, I just walked around him. By that time Mark and Jack had to of figured out what car Felix was talking about because they scrambled down the stairs as fast as the could. Felix confused not knowing what was going on with them, he stood in there way giving me time to walk right out the front door.

"Y/N's Leaving! Like Leaving Leaving! Her Luggage Isn't In Her Room! She Must Have Called An Uber While We Finished Up The Recording. We Wanted To Give Her A Little Time To Cool Off!" Mark yelled quickly so Felix new what was going on. Stumbling over each other, Jack managed to be first out the door running behind me grabbing my arm. I turned long enough to look into those blue eyes one last time, yanking my arm away from him and getting in the car, slamming the door, and locking it. Jack knocked on the window yelling something but I didn't want to hear it. I told the driver to go, he asked where I was going.

"I don't know, Just go and I will figure it out, I will pay you double if you just get me away from here." I said Firmly

"Are You sure ma'am?" He looked very concerned.

I looked at the house one last time, seeing Mark and Felix running out making up to the car where Jack was standing. Tears streaming down their cheeks, with looks of hurt and defeat washing across their faces. I will not be the one to tear them all apart. I will not be here to hurt anyone of them again. I was to the point where I was no longer Angry with any of them. I was angry at myself for letting myself get between them all.

"Positive."

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