This is my first time ever writing a xreader so bare with me. I more than welcome constructive criticism.
(As Of Right Now, There Is Some Bad Language But That Is As Bad It Gets At The Moment)
You are a Famous YouTuber, With almost 24 Million Sub...
I don't understand what is going on with my life right now. It was if time stood still. I looked between Mark and Jack's faces.
Taking a deep breath...
In... and... Out...
"I choose..."
As the last word escaped my mouth, The faint whisper of my voice faded just as vision did. All I remember was someone catching my as I fell. I'm not sure who caught me. I'm not sure what happened. But at least they all now know.
I chose Neither.
~Still Your POV~
I woke up with a massive migraine, but in the warmth of someones arms. My head laid on their chest, steadily rising and falling with each breath they took. They were playing with my hair a little which was very relaxing. As I looked up, I was relieved to see Felix's face staring off into space. He looked down at me with a relieved smile. I sat up and checked the time, looking to the night stand to see the alarm clock.
6:30pm.
I jumped.
"What the hell Felix?! We missed our flights! Where is Mark and Jack?!" I started to yell in a slight panic.
"Y/N... Y/N! Calm down." He pulled me back into his arms. "They both caught their flights, and for ours, they were rescheduled for two days from now. which is when you are cleared to fly again."
"What do you mean by "Cleared To Fly Again" What happened Felix?" I asked.
"Long story short, Apparently running into a room, Kissing two guys that have feelings for you, deciding you didn't want to be with either of them, and then working up the courage to spit it out, was to stressful." He said looking down at me, "You passed out. After catching you, I carried you over here, Called the doctor, and after speaking to him, He said that the stress must have caused you to black out. Meaning you need to take it easy. And that you should be cleared to fly in two days. After I got off the phone with him, I convinced those two pinheads to go home. Then I just laid here with you, waiting for you to wake up."
"I'm glad that's the short version." I smirked slightly. "So now what? I have to stay here longer? What about the hotel? I only had it booked until today."
"Already settled. My room was booked though, so I'm crashing here with you." He smiled.
"Alrighty then Knight In Shiny Armor, I bet you didn't think of this one. I'm Hungry." I smiled back at him.
"Well first off, I did already think of that. I ordered food. It should be delivered in about 25-30 minutes. And second, That's MR. Knight In Shiny Armor to you." He chuckled.
"What would I do with out you?" I smiled as I hugged him tightly.
~Time Skip! Foods Here!~
Felix and I sat at the breakfast bar, laughing and talking about all kind of things. It got quiet for a moment..
"Thank you." I said breaking the silence.
Felix looked at me a second, confused, trying to figure out what I was thanking him for.
"Thank you for staying with me. And For taking care of me. For everything you do for me. And Thank you for not hating me after everything."
"Y/N.." He put one arm around me with his hand on my shoulder, "You're welcome. And You Know I could NEVER hate you."
"Yeah but after everything that has happened, after hurting both of them..." I trailed off.
"Y/N, Tell Me," He spun his stool so he was facing me, "Why did you pick neither of them?"
"It might sound stupid but... The warmth wasn't there anymore. I don't know, maybe I fucked it all up. Maybe I waited to long. And now I just hurt two amazing guys. I just feel so horrible about it all." I started to tear up.
"It's ok Y/N. They are fine. I dealt with them. You're Ok." He pulled me to his chest. "I understand and I am glad you figured it out now before anything else happened. Come on, Go get dressed. We are going out. I'm going to get your mind off of all of this." He smiled softly and I nodded.
I went into my room and opened my suit case to look for something to put on. After pulling out my favorite jeans and a cute top, I decided to deal with the mess on my head that I called hair. I managed to get it all brushed out, but it didn't want to sit right and still looked a mess so instead I tossed it up into a messy bun.
As soon as I finished getting ready, I walked out to where Felix was waiting. He already had dinner cleaned up so we headed out. We didn't really go anywhere in particular. We just walked around and talked, stopping long enough to get some ice cream. We talked about all kind of stuff, from what all happened to the videos we want to make. I stopped for a minute, making Felix stop and turn around looking at me slightly confused.
"What's up?" He asked.
"Nothing. This just reminded me of something." I smiled.
"What's that?"
"Just reminded me of back when we first met." I smiled at the memory. "We did this back when I first met you and ended up staying with you. I was upset about stuff and you came to my door and said come on lets go, and we ended up just walking all over the place and talking."
~Felix's POV~
I smiled at what Y/N had said. She was right. But what she didn't know was that there is a difference between then and now. That night was the night that I first realized I loved her. Tonight on the other hand, I can't help but feel bad. I feel bad because I feel so relieved. Relieved that she chose neither of them. But I know how wrong that is because in the end, They all three got hurt by it.
"You ok?" Y/N said, making me snap out of my own thoughts.
"Yeah. I was just thinking about some stuff, that's all." I smiled over to her.
She smiled back, making my heart flutter. I love that smile. I love being the reason behind that smile.
"So..." She said as her smile faded away. "I was thinking." She gave me a serious look. "What if... What if I didn't move to LA? What if I moved to Brighton?"
"You want to move to Brighton?" I asked, shocked.
"Yeah, Why not? I mean unless you don't want me to. Or if you still plan on moving to LA.." She said as her words faded.
"You want to move to Brighton?" I repeated as I realized what she was saying and the excitement started to bubble inside me.
"Well I mean, Not if you don't want me to."
I couldn't contain me excitement any longer. Suddenly I hugged her, picking her up, spinning her in circles.
~Your POV~
I giggled as Felix spun me around.
"Should I take that as you do want me to move to Brighton?" I grinned as he sat me back down on my feet. We stood there silently smiling until he placed one hand on the back of my neck, the other on my cheek, pulling my face to his. As our lips collided I learned something I never thought of.
It wasn't the person talking.
It was who they talked about.
That's what gave me the warmth.
Felix was the warmth that brought me back to life.
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