It All Started With A Channel (Markiplier x Reader x Jacksepticeye)

~Chapter 22~ Darkness

"Y/N I know how badly you want to wake up, but you need to rest. I just talk to the doctor, he said your in there, and your fighting. But you need to rest. You never listen to me when I tell you to do something, but even if you never listen to anything else I tell you, Please, I am begging you. Listen to this. You need to rest. You have all the time in the world. Just rest. I will be here when you wake up. We all will be. Mark and Jack hasn't left this hospital once. The only time they even leave the room is to go get food. As much as I want you to wake up right now, You need to rest. As much as I don't want to, I will wait. Wait to hear your voice, Wait to see your smile, Wait to see the excitement in your eyes when you meet a new fan. I can wait for all of it, as long as you rest, and get better. I love you Y/N. I'm not going anywhere, and neither are they. We will be right here. Just take your time. Ok?"

She slightly squeezed my hand again. I didn't bother yelling for the nurse. I know this isn't a muscle spasm, I know she can hear me. Just then Mark and Jack walked in the room, Mark holding a coffee in each hand. He handed me one, and sat in the chair beside me. We sat there quietly. After I finished my coffee I stood up.

"I'll be right back, I have to use the rest room." I wasn't sure what either of them said. I just walked out. I wasn't said, or upset or even angry anymore. I just felt Numb.

You can get through this Y/N. I know you can.

~Your POV~

I almost got out of this. I tried with everything I had to get my self to open my eyes. I needed to. My fans need me. Mark and Jack need me. Felix Needs Me. I had to wake up. Suddenly it felt like I was falling down a dark hole. Being swallowed by the darkness once again.

No. No No No Nooo. I need to wake up. Just let me wake up.

I looked around me seeing nothing but the familiar darkness I have been seeing for who knows how long. I looked around seeing a light dimly shinning through the darkness. As I walked to it I saw my life. It was almost like a movie. I watched myself. Seeing my parents. Seeing Minzy in my childhood house, as I sat at the counter working on homework, as she sang while working on dinner. I watched as she walked over to the counter and started helping me figure out one of the problems I was working on. After I finished I asked to help her and she smiled at me. I saw my parents cold faces as they told me Minzy was gone, and she would not be returning, and then informing me that there was a new cook starting that evening. I saw my graduation. I watched my disappointed face when I opened my acceptance letter into law school. I watched my first miserable day of classes. I watched the day I made my channel, at the time I never knew how much it would grow. I watched the counter on my channel move slowly at first going from 1, to 10, to 100, to 10 thousand, then 100 thousand, the a million, then 10, 20, clear up to 24 million, getting faster as it climbed. I watched as I told my parents I was quitting law school. I watched as I moved into my first apartment. Then to my next, then to the one I was living in now. I watched the day I first met Carter, We had a blast the whole time we were stuck in traffic on the way to the airport, just talking the whole time. I watched myself land in Brighton, meeting Felix for the first time. I watched as we hung out for those few weeks. I watched fan meetings. As I watched everything it was like it was on fast forward. Then it suddenly slowed. I watched as I stepped of the plane in LA. Grabbing my bags and turning around to see Felix. I watched as I met Mark for the first time, Then Jack. I watched everything that has happened the last few weeks. Suddenly I was just surrounded by the Darkness once again. Tears streaming down my face. I just want to wake up. I sat down. In the darkness as I think about my life that just flashed before me. I have done so much with my life. Would it really be that bad if I didn't wake up? What am I saying? Of course it would be! There is still so much I want to do. I need to get out of here. I need to wake up. Suddenly I heard Felix talking again. I sat in the dark, just listening to his words. Listening to his calm but tired voice. I have to get out of here. But how?

I laid in the dark, on what I was assuming was the ground. I was tired. As much as I didn't want to, I drifted off to sleep. I don't know how long I slept for but I woke up still sitting in the dark, hearing another voice talking to me. I couldn't figure out who it was but I could hear them. I stayed laying on the cold dark ground listening.

"Y/N I love you, I want you to wake up. I need you to wake up. I don't want to live this life without you. If you don't want to be with me then fine, but after everything that has happened, I can't lose you. Even if we do just stay friends. Just don't leave us. I need you. Felix needs you. Just don't give up. I love you."

For the first time in this cold dark nightmare, I felt warmth. It started from my lips, spreading all over. The ground felt warm, even though it was still dark. I laid on the ground, warm for the first time sense everything happened. I drifted back to sleep, sleeping very peacefully.

When I woke, There was no more darkness. No more silence. No more cold. With bright light shining in my eyes, I thought to myself. Well this is it. My life went well, I don't have any regrets. I guess it's all over for me. But as my vision started to clear, I looked around to see Mark, Jack and Felix staring at me. Felix's hand in mine. There was a doctor and a nurse also standing there, both smiling at me.

"Welcome Back Ms. L/N. You have had one wild ride, It's nice to have you back." The doctor said flashing a wide smile.