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I'm here
You're here
They're here
So why do I feel alone?
You say you're here to talk
You say that you value me
You say that you're my friend
But why do I feel that it's all not true?
I talk about my these feelings despite myself
And nobody helps
People try to say they know me
They don't know anything
You know what I decide to tell you
How many of them actually know...
The sadness
The crying
The cuts
The death wishes
How many of them know that I've been feeling like this for a long time?
They don't
Simple as that
How could they say they know me
When they don't even know that I feel like dying
I am so close to a mental breakdown every single day
I'm tired
I don't want to be like this anymore
But these feeling are ongoing
These ongoing feelings are here to stay
Maybe one day they'll go away
Before I am carried away
By the sweet embrace of death
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Updating a book
Wow so unlike me.
I'm bored and I don't really know so yeah here's this
Until next time~!
-Tsun