?Alive but Dead inside? (Eddsworld x Reader)

?Chapter 7? {Truth cause of Death}

"No no no no no no! Stay awake and breath don't worry I got you covered just stay alive don't die" I cried as I started frantically searching for anything to help for him.

I couldn't find the first aid kits or the bandages anywhere, as I started checking the drawers I saw a note placed neat and folded.
I took no time and quickly unfolded it.

Thanks for the medines and first aid kits that you collected, it'll be a big help for me to live longer than your little mut over there enjoy your love one while his still there, oh wait he's probably already dead by now so sorry for your lost!

-Tord your boyfriend♥

I crumpled the piece of paper and started kicking everything that was around me. Furious of what he that communist Norwegian had done, Jack squirmed again as he was afraid of what am I doing and the pain he's feeling. I looked back at him and cried, I walked up to him and kneeled beside him.

"I c-can't just let you die you're family to me...you were always been there for me....I-I just cant!" I cried sobbing next to him.

He started pawing my knee as I looked at him. He was losing too much blood, and the bullet is still in him. I held his  paw as my tears keep steaming down his other paw then bumbed my hand's knucke that was holding his paw which means he just fist bumbed me.
I tried to stay strong as I felt that his breathing was slowing down till he stopped, he didn't breath he didn't move he's eyes were even closed, he was gone...gone forever. Flies started flying around him as I tried to swat it away. I picked up my little buddy and walked outside tears still running down my face as I held a monotone face.

I lyied him on the grey green grass and took a shovel from the basement, using the shovel I digged a hole and put Jack in it and started covering it up not before staring at him for a long time and sobbing quietly.
I didn't have any flowers so I just took a knife and stabbed it on the ground where Jack was burried.

"...I guess this is goodbye..." I whispered trying to force a smile. "Stay good for me u-up there, y-you know I don't have to tell you this cause you always know but I love you"

I got up rubbed my tears and got inside. I walked in my room, my backpack was still there with my sniper in and some food and a couple of pill medicines, I took some clothes that was scattered on the ground and put them in my backpack, I also took a note book, pen and a map I saw that my phone was already broken so I left it but who said my Mp4 was broken? I took it and packed it in taking the earphones with me too, putting on my hosler and straps with my weapons, I was ready to go.
I glance at my guitar and debated. Bring or nah?....bring I thought as I picked it up and put it in a casing. I put on both of the backpack and guitar on my back and walked out of my room.
Before leaving I felt a sharp pain on my leg seeing the same scratch the eater had given me damn it I almost forgot! I bit my lip and sat down on my bed i took my ripped shirt that was on the ground and wrapped it around my wound I was too careless! I thought squeezing the wound as blood came out of it this'll last for an hour before I do turn into them I sighed and threw the damp clothe on the floor and took another one wrapping it around my wound. I stood up and walked out of my room.

I walked back down and outside. I looked up one last time on the mansion and sighed. Note to self whenever seen a stranger always remember danger's a head I thought as I shook my head and glanced at Jack's grave before I left. I locked the gates and threw the keys inside there, I tore the sign I made and was about to walk away to somewhere when a car had blocked my way.

"We owe you big time, I know, now get in before you get killed by zombies" Tom said as he had lowered the tinted window and was driving the car.

I smiled and got in. I was on the passager seat and saw that Matt was at the back with Ringo on his lap sleeping peacefully, Edd wasn't there meaning he was lost or left us behind.

"Guess we're all back to case zero,I where we all don't have a home to live..." Tom grumbles as his grip tightens on the steering wheel.
"Does that mean were all homeless now?" Matt asked scared.
"Psh nah were in case 2 where we don't have much stuff" I told him shrugging looking outside the tinted window.
"What do you mean?" Tom asked confused.
"Since you asked, I had this building all cleaned and protected not as protected as the mansion back then but it'll do" I said seeing another corpse body on the ground.

Tom and Matt stared at me with disbelief as I tried to lower down my ego before I started blabbering about how proud I am for surviving this long without men by my side to fuck it up like right now.

"Cur- I mean (Y/N) you are seriously gonna be on my side when war began" Tom states.
"Psh it already began" I told him "although were not up against human we're up against the undead"

He sighed and grabs his hair with one of his hand probably stressed out about everything as I started zoning away depressed from Jack's death, Matt didn't seem that much problematic since he had Ringo to confort him.

"I hope Edd's okay" Matt says looking down sadly.

My face scrunched as I know that Edd might be indanger right now. I hope so too...

✴✴✴✴'s POV:

I'll be back, I swear.