?Alive but Dead inside? (Eddsworld x Reader)

(Y/N)'s POV:

"I guess you're real name was never Curt huh?" Edd said raising a brow smiling at me goofly.

I stared shocked at him and blushed red, I wanted to say something but every time I tried to say something but my words seem to stumble around my tounge, so all I could do was stare at him while I open and close my mouth over and over again like a fish needing water on land.

He chuckled at this "come on let's just get in, we might get seen by one of those cold blooded killers" Edd said.

I nodded,  Matt came up to us and helped us take  Tom inside, he was still unconscious so we had to lay him on the couch with his head on my lap comfortably. Edd sits on the floor in front of me, staring right at me.
I blushed and looked down on Tom's peaceful sleeping face he was snoring a bit but it didn't bothered me even if there was a string of saliva running down his cheek. Matt went off to get some wet towel for Tom's injured knee,  only to leave Edd and I with a sleeping Tom alone.

"Why not take a picture, It'll last long" I told him playing with Tom's pointy hair.
Edd once again chuckles "sure but staring at you in person would be more lovely than a pixelated picture of you on my phone, don't you think?" Edd said smiling goofly again.

I blushed darker and scoffed trying to take off the intense heat on both of my burning cheek.
Matt finally came back giving me relief as I took the towel from him and told him to hold Tom's head for a while on his lap for replacement of mine since I needed to clean and fix up Tom's knee, He refused for a moment but gave in anyway.
I turn to Tom's knee and faced my back on Edd as I sat on the floor.

I tore up Tom's damp bloody pants and started to clean his would seeing that the bullet was still there I sighed, I look back on Edd seeing how deep he was in thought.

"Why did you leave anyway?" I asked disturbing him.
He blinked "h-huh?" He asked.
"Why'd you leave like you never cared?" I asked scoffing.
"Same to why did you hide your true gender from us" Edd pointed out.

I stayed quiet for a bit before standing up, Edd flinched cause of it but I only passed him and walked over to a cabinet taking some tweaser from in there.

I slammed it shut and went back to Tom's knee. Matt just sat there tensed, wanting to say a word to his missed friend but scared that maybe he might get scold or picked on from it.

"Where's Ringo?" Edd asked looking around.
"Probably up stairs or something" I told him shrugging, steadily taking out the bullet from Tom's knee.
"Is Jack around?" Edd asked again.
My breath hitches as my eyes sting, I stopped pulling the bullet and paused for a bit "H-he...he passed due to blood loss....I saw him dead on the floor when I got back to the mansion...the mansion was also a complete wreak, when I got back, some of my important stuff were even taken so I didn't get to help him..." I told him trying not to break down right now and continued pulling out the bullet.
He frowned "huh, did you see who did it? How many were they?"

Ting....

The bullet swirled around the floor bloodily as I had finally taken of it from Tom's knee.

Tom was sweating a bit probably from the pain but still in an unconscious state, I once again took the wet towel and cleaned his knee gently.
Edd awaited my answer only to get complete silence from me. After a few minutes of this painful silence I sighed. I took my bag and started to scramble the inside of it to find a dressing.