BACK AGAIN (1D Returns)

*Louis' Pov*

"Youre made of stone zayn Harry spat bitterly at Zayn before walking past me out the door slamming iw with a loud bang.

" Harry!" we yelled for him to come back but i guess he didn't listen.

All our attention was then put on Zayn to see if we could get a reaction out of him. But no. He just sat there. Legs crossed, hand below his chin with a hard stare at the door that Harry just walked through.

I...well, none of us expected what happened today but i can't say i'm not happy to actually see Zayn.

I know he left and all that, i know he's not still coming bwck, but we've all been through alot together and he'll always be my brother and bestfriend no matter how many times he grows stubborn and wants things his way.

But i know i had to be there for Harry. We've been the closest among the five of us for a long time. I know Harry is angry, but i also know he doesn't hate Zayn, if anything, i can say Harry loves zayn so much, he really did and still does.

He's just angry, that was all it was, anger. Which was okay since out of all four of us he made the most effort to make zayn stay. So i understand.

"I'll go get him" i tell the boys heading towards the door until liam's voice cuts me off.

"Don't. Leave him alone, he needs space".

" liam, he is misunderstanding" i tried to tell him.

"No he is not. Harry is right" zayn spoke up after a long while getting all our attention.

"Really?, now you speak!?" i ask a little bit pissed and liam glares at me and i give a hard stare back.

"Guy!" Niall yells standing up.

"Come on" He says trying to sympathise with us. "I think we should listen to what he has to say". Niall ends before sitting back down and we all look at him.

He has a distant look in his eyes now which can't easily predicted which sums up alot about the lad. He's entirely unpredictable.

I mean he decided to quit at the middle of a tour.

" I don't want you guys fighting because of me" he began. "It wasn't my intention at all i...i know i hurt Harry and not just him, all of you in some way".

" And i don't blame Harry for hating me, i mean its okay-".

"Zayn, he doesn't hate you-".

" Really?, tell that to the vain around his neck" zayn almost yelled and i rolled my eyes.

"My point is. The lad is right. When i think back to three years ago when i wanted to leave and he kept telling me not to, i didn't think of him. I didn't think of you guys either or how it would affect everyone. Sure i knew i was going to miss you all, and all our fans and stupidity and all that but i forced that and everything else to the back of my mind. I just wanted to go out there and be free, not necessarily from the fame because its obvious from where i am now. I wanted to do things my way, be my own man. I wanted to be myself, i mean i was myself with you guys, i still am. I just felt like i was holding back so much. I just wanted to know how it felt like being the main attraction out of five..." He trailed off looking down at his tatooed hands.

His voice slowly breaking his walls.

"Harry has every right to hate me because i was selfish. I felt so much like just a figure or the voice behind his shadows and i thought no one really cared about what i thought".

" zayn..." It was Niall's voice. He was standing in front of zayn at wherae he seated now with tears in his eyes. Niall with eyes now full of mist, zayn looked up at him with a little smile.