If This Works

We walked around town. I think he had to find the right words to say. He has so much explaining to do. I didn't say anything to him. I've gone back to being quite.

"Mouse look-"

"Don't call me that anymore." I said.

"Kioshi, the thing I told you about me being raped was true, but that wasn't a one time thing. They did that to me everyday for months. I never told anyone so I just learned to prepare for it after school. After months they got arrested for something dumb. I should have been relieved. I thought I was. But after a week or so I started to actually miss it. It's stupid. I missed getting violated against my will. I know it's a lot. But that's only half the story. I started to explore in the dark web. I found a website were I could have sex and get paid too. I thought it was an even better deal then before. So I started my prostitution. It was an everyday thing. All those books on my shelf are journals of everyone's names I've slept with. My parents found out what it was doing and decided that they wouldn't let a whore live in their house. By then I had enough money for an apartment. I was only 15 at the time. Years later here I am still doing the same thing. I can't even have a real relationship with another person because of everything that's ever happened. I can't even sleep with you because I'm afraid that you'll leave in the morning like everyone always dose." He explained.

That was a lot. At least I know why he is the way he is. He's had so many problems. He was afraid I'd leave if he dumped all his shit on me. That's one thing I'd never do. I need him too.

"I haven't left you so far. What makes you think I ever would. I love you, dumbass." I said.

He took me in his arms and kissed me. His tongue slipped into my mouth between my teeth. I felt it exploring every part of me. I could even feel his boner against me.

"Mouse, come back to my place. I want you more then anything in the world." He said in a soft low whisper.

"Okay." I said nodding. I wanted him too.