don't do it please (Treebros)

This continued for quite a while. I'd go up to jump and someone would be there. It felt like the world was specifically attacking me. Everyone who went up there would tell me their problems.

After Jared it was Zoe, I pulled up my hood and changed the sound of my voice when I saw her. I talked her out of it and felt the urge to hug her when I went home.

After Zoe it was Ron, Jared's boyfriend. He told me about how he loved Jared but didn't feel like Jared was talking to him. He felt insecure about how Jared felt about him.

After Ron it was a series of people, some I knew, some I didn't. I talked them out of it nonetheless.

After I talked to Zoe, I got into the habit of flipping up my hood when I talked to these people. I mostly did it so they wouldn't know it was me who talked them out of making the biggest decision of their life.

I was, in all honesty, getting quite peeved that everyone was coming up. Why were they going up?? They had perfect lives and nothing was wrong.

Of course, I said this every time I saw them up there. And try always seemed to have legitimate problems so I guess I can't judge. I'd always get them to turn away or stop and I'd always leave after them.

They were exhausting to talk to. Human interaction in general was exhausting to do. And I was always too tired to go through with it after talking to them.

I watched as I walked up the stairs to the roof on a particularly bad day. I had gotten mad at a kid for laughing at a joke that stupid Jared Kleinman had made.

Jared pretended like I didn't save his ass from jumping off this god damned rooftop. He made that stupid joke and everyone turned to look at him and me, just waiting for me to get mad at me. Then that freak next to him laughed.

I'm not a freak. If anything he's the freak. Laughing at a stupid joke like that, not caring what it would do to me.

He's the fucking freak! I slammed open the door to the roof and saw something I wouldn't imagine seeing in my wildest dreams.

Sorry it's such a short chapter I really didn't know what to put in it and really wanted to end it off in a cliff hanger. And I know the push into a locker thing is supposed to happen earlier but shhhh it's alright kids. Til the next chapter! Toodles!