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"If we survive this, I'll give you a life worth living, even if I can't give myself that." Evan Hansen? Anxiety disorder. Never really thinks about how often he has panic attacks but it's just about daily. Connor Murphy? Severe depression and anger issues. Self harms too. Throws things without thinking, aims for people who never did anything. Some call him a murder in the waiting. They're watching eachother kill them self one baby step at a time from their self destructive tendencies, just waiting for it to stop; for them to get help, but that day might never arrive *heavy self harm, abuse, strong language and overall unhealthy relationship indication and description, if you're easily upset this is really not for you.*

A story in which Evan falls and Connor offers to go with him. (I found this picture on google, and I have no idea whose it is. I take no credit for it whatsoever.) (I own none of the characters, just the plot.) Trigger warning: anxiety, suicide, suicidal thoughts, depression, self harm. It isn't always rainbows and sunshine up in here. But there's lots of fluff and cuteness, like pancakes and pillow forts. Just you wait I have plans :)

Hi, I love Dear Evan Hansen. I'm a musical theatre performer and I think it's just absolutely gorgeous and I really wanted to write something for it to kind of help with my anxiety so here it is!

* NEW CAPTION * THIS BOOK LITERALLY SUCKS LMAO STOP READING IT U WERIDOS im kidding I love u thanks ~~~~~~~~~ This will be a Connor Murphy x Evan Hansen book! All characters are owned by The Dear Evan Hansen, Book? Musical? You know what I mean. Warings ⚠ -Smut - Bad language

TRIGGER WARNING: Suicide Attempt, Self-Harm, Anxiety, Panic Attack, Bipolar Disorder, etc. Connor Murphy was always scared of himself, so to make up for it he tried to make everyone else too. Evan Hansen was always nervous, and wouldn't stop freaking out over the smallest things. When these two characters lives collide, literally, how will their company change the other? Can each character save themselves and the other? Note: This is an AU, in the musical version Connor is not good friends with Evan while in this version he is (due to the events that transpired in this fanfiction), so while I ship treebros in the AU context this is not the original musical, you can make your own opinion after watching the original. Note 2: There will be cussing, I don't personally enjoy cussing (nor do I do it IRL) so I'll try to keep it at a minimum for those that are uncomfortable with it [DISCONTINUED]

Jeremy mom left them alone his dad suffering. Jeremy haves his own problems so doesn't give a sh*t about his dad. Evan and his mom are by themselves , no father. Evan is tired of everything going on around him. School and at home. Will Jeremy and Evan save each other? ( this is not a ship.) this contains : Boyf riends ship and tree bros ship. Warnings: depression , suicidal, anxiety , blood. Rules). NO RULES!! You can sings songs in the chat talk and whatever! Go for it! Vote and comment!

A different death. A different letter mishap. A different relationship. A different reason. But the story is still there. What if Evan had talked to Zoe outside of Jazz Band?What if they started dating? What if Zoe had died? What if secrets get let out? What if someone gets hurt because of it? What if's build up, as does pressure, for both the abandoned and the grieving. They need support, and comfort. But to find it when the world is beginning to turn against them will be difficult. !! Notes !! These are the trigger warnings: Suicide, self-harm, heck ton of cursing, a few slurs, jokes about death (probably), panic attacks, a lot of sobbing I'll alternate POVs whenever I feel like it. Connor's view has the most angst and depression. Chapter # = Evan i's = Zoe # = Connor I do NOT own the cover art. Only the text on it- credit to Astrocitos on 8tracks.

DISCONTINUED Evan was just trying to take a walk through the park, look at the trees, and take picrures without something, rather someone, inturrupting him. But as usual, things weren't that easy for him. These characters do not belong to me, the belongm to the writers of Dear Evan Hansen. However, the storyline does. This whole book is honestly a trigger warning?

help /help/ verb 1. make it easier for (someone) to do something by offering one's services or resources. Connor Murphy needs help. Jared Kleinman needs help. Evan Hansen needs help. Will they find it? /// Updates whenever I want it to Started: July 21st, 2019 Finished: September 11th, 2019 I do not own these characters, they belong to the musical Dear Evan Hansen, yada yada yada. Trigger warning: This book will be based on mental disorders such as depression, anxiety, and insomnia. Self-harm and eating disorders will most likely be included in this book. These will not, and I repeat NOT be listed at the beginning of chapters- read at your own risk. Now that we have all of that out of the way, I hope you enjoy my book!

'I am so sorry...' 'I'm so glad...' 'I'm here for you...' Does he really mean all of that? ••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••• Evan Hansen receives an email from Connor Murphy, who just needs someone to talk to about his depression and his coping methods. Connor goes by "C" and Evan goes by "E." Meanwhile at school, Connor is unknowingly picking on his internet best friend, and enemy of sorts, Evan. How will the two react if/when their internet personas meet their real ones in person? Warnings: some mentions of suicide and self harm, use of drugs/alcohol, some swearing