Save me ~ Mikey Way x Reader

~1 Week Later~

~Mikey's POV~

I felt cold in my bed and didn't feel y/n in my arms like usual. I moved my arms around a bit to see if she moved around, but I didn't find her. I decided to open my eyes and look around my room.

No y/n.

Maybe she got up early and went to the kitchen? I hopped out of bed and walked out of my room to investigate. She wasn't in the living room, not the bathroom, nor the kitchen. The only place I haven't looked is in Gerard's room. God, please don't be in Gee's room. 

"Gee!" I yelled while knocking on his door.

No answer.

"Gee!" I yelled again. I heard groaning, then some shuffling, followed by a sleepy Gerard answering the door.

"What do you want? And where's y/n?" Gee asked while looking behind me, into the living room.

"I was just about to ask you the same thing." I said, now becoming nervous at the fact that she isn't in the house.

"Have you seen her at all this morning?" Gerard asked, now fully awake. I shook my head 'no'.

"She isn't anywhere is the house."

"Did you try calling her phone?" 

"No." I said while pulling my phone out of my pocket. I dialed her number and listened to it ring. Soon after, a ringtone was heard in my room. I rush to it to see y/n's phone laying on the dresser.

"God dammit y/n!" I screamed while shoving my phone back into my pocket.

"You don't think she left-left? Do you?" Gerard asked, now becoming more nervous.

"I'd hope not. I just don't get why she would just leave and not say anything." I said as I felt a lump grow in my throat. She didn't have a reason to leave. Gerard and I are apparently the only ones who care for her. So why would she leave? Did I do or say something? Did Gee do or say something?

"Did you do anything that could have upset her?" I asked while trying to swallow the lump in my throat. Unfortunately it didn't work because my voice still cracked slightly. Gerard stared at me with shock painted over his face.

"Are you about to cry?" Gee asked with fear in his voice.

"I-I don't know." I replied, falling into the couch.

~Gerard's POV~

"Did you do anything that could have upset her?" Mikey asked while his voice cracked. I stared at him in shock. I've never heard him on the verge of tears before. Honestly, I don't think I've ever heard him cry. He may be my baby brother but he's always been so tough and reserved that he doesn't let out emotions often. Y/n must really mean something to him if he's being this emotional.

"Are you about to cry?" I asked with fear in my voice at seeing him like this.

"I-I don't know." Mikey replied while falling into the couch.

"She's gonna come back Mikes." I reassured him. Even though I tried to stay positive, the only thing I could think of was the night we stopped her from killing herself. All she wanted to do was run away once we got her. What if she's finally running away?

"But what if she doesn't? What if she really doesn't want to stay here with us?" Mikey asked as a single tear streaked his cheek.

~Mikey's POV~

I felt a tear fall down my cheek. I wiped it away without even realizing I was crying. Does this girl really have that much of an impact on me? Do I actually like her?