s???? (MarkYong) COMPLETED?

CaffèCaramel:
Hey...
I know we haven't spoken these last few days,
And I know it's my fault,
I just didn't know what else to do or say.
[Read: 4:57pm]

CaffèCaramel:
I do love you, I really do.
And, God, it's hard to explain this over the phone right now.
But, the truth is, we can never work out.
Us, whatever the hell I got us into, can never come to bear
Any fruit.
[Read: 4:50pm]

CaffèCaramel:
Do you know why I never invited you over?
Why you never met my parents?
Its because they would never accept us,
They would never allow me to be with someone like you.
They don't know I'm gay, they don't know that I am so madly
In love with a boy who doesn't give two shits about what
Anyone else thinks of him.
They don't know me, and I don't even know myself after you.
[Read: 4:55pm]

CaffèCaramel:
You have changed me in so many ways,
Done so many things to me that I can't even describe.
I'm starting to feel like a puzzle at this point because of you.
Like I'm some 5k piece puzzle that is missing one piece,
And you've got that piece in your hand, and then you complete me.
I feel complete with you, and I'm not sure if that's a good thing.
[Read: 4:53Pm]

CaffèCaramel:
Because even if I feel complete with you,
I'll be nothing without my family.
I can't tell them how much I love you,
For fear of losing them.
For fear of losing you.
I can live my life knowing it was my choice to leave you,
But I can't live if I let you go because they made me.
[Read: 5:00pm]

CaffèCaramel:
I do love you, Lee Taeyong.
I love you so much, that I have to let you go.
And I'm sorry for that.
[Read: 5:05pm]

[A/N]
The angst is real.
So, I've decided to prolong this just a tad bit more,
Cuz, I don't want this to end.
So, be prepared for some really angsty texts later. Idk.
Anyway, prepare for many more updates, my lovelies.
Love, Siha.☀☀☀