All I Want Is You (Ian Carter X Reader)

I wake up in the morning, it's a sunny Sunday afternoon. I can hear Ian in the living room, I get off my bed and immediately fall to the ground, fuck my legs are still numb. I start to remember what happened last night and burst into tears, Ian comes running into the room, he starts hugging me, I push him off immediately and yell at him
"You fucking left me, it's like I didn't even matter to you, I got raped because of you Ian. BECAUSE YOU DIDN'T EVEN GIVE ENOUGH OF A SHIT TO LOOK AFTER ME." I start crying even harder, my whole body is trembling. Ian starts crying, he grabs my hand and replies,

"y/n please I'm sorry, you have to forgive me, I-I" his voice starts breaking as more tears fall down his cheek, "I-I love you"
I look down and whisper
"I think you should go" those words did hurt but I was so angry, I couldn't even look at him, he squeezes my hand and says "y/n please don't make me leave, I need you, you're all I have" he hugs me but my arms stay in the same position. I get up by using the bed to help me up, Ian tries to help me but I push his hand off me. He still didn't leave with all what anger was left in me I say, "Ian just fucking go! I never wanna see your face again!" Ian looks at me with tears running down his face, tear after tear. He finally leaves, I say one last thing before he leaves,

"Good bye Ian."

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Holy shit I got depressed myself just writing this. I just wanted to say like one thing about adding me on social media is don't be a bitch, be nice at least. I might do a Q & A if you guys leave a lot of questions in the comments. Ask whatever, okay that's it I LOVE YOU GUYS SM AND WE ARE KINDA CLSOE TO 2K AHHHH BAI <3